“Not yet,” Kiran smirks, pulling back.
His eyes turn to their usual color again, indicating he has retreated. Felix gets rid of the rest of his clothes, giving me a full view of his body. All of him looks delicious. I can’t wait to know more about his body and to drive him wild. I want to blow himjust to hear him moan my name and see how hard I can make him come.
For today, Felix has other plans, though. Now fully naked, he lifts me up again, my core pressed against his muscles.
“Gwen, you are so hot,” Felix groans. “I want to mark you. I want to fuck you and mark you so badly.”
He drops me onto our bed, and I make sure to keep my legs wrapped around him so that he has to lie on top of me. I can feel his hard cock against my belly. “I want your mark,” I hear myself say, surprising myself with my bold words. Once I say them, I know it’s true. “I want you to mark me!” I say louder now, looking him in his eyes.
Felix smiles, the smile that makes the sun shine for me, the one that warms me from inside. Then his eyes widen in shock. “Condoms,” he exclaims. “Where did we put them?”
“I am on birth control,” I tell him with a grin. “I am all yours.”
“I am healthy,” he tells me as if I didn’t already know it. Wolves don’t get any sexual diseases. But it’s nice that he told me in case I didn’t know. “And I will never fuck anyone other than you from today on.”
“Fuck,” I moan. His words have put my mind immediately into the mood again. “I need you inside me. I want to feel you so badly.”
Felix’s hands move over my body, his touch sending the familiar tingles through my body again. Slipping one hand beneath my body, he keeps it on my ass like before when he carried me. However, this time I can feel his skin, and it’s so much better. He lifts me up, positions his cock and pushes into me in one go. I feel fuller than ever before, but he manages to slip into me without any burn or pain.
I can’t believe this is truly happening.
His eyes look for mine. “I am okay,” I reassure him. “More than okay! Fuck me hard!”
His eyes flash again. “What kind of lycan would deny his mate?” he groans. Felix entwines our hands before snapping his hips forward, going for a fast pace immediately. It makes my eyes almost roll back into my head at how intense it feels. I wrap my legs around him tighter, moving my hips upwards to meet his movements.
“Gwen,” Felix says, his lips suddenly at my neck.
“Make me yours,” I say. “If you want me, make me yours. I want to be yours.”
A sudden surge of pain shoots through my body as Felix bites down on my neck. For a moment, the world seems to stand still. Felix is still thrusting inside me, but I feel like I am floating. He… he marked me. He truly did it.
I would have cried if I weren’t so happy.
One shiver after another goes through my body as I let him fuck me towards my orgasm, reeling in the fact that I was just marked. My mate wants me. He wants me, and he put his mark on me.
twenty-six
Weird
*GWENDOLYN*
When I came down from my high, I turned to Felix, a sudden twinge of anxiety surging through me. I‘d like to be held after sex, I‘d like to cuddle, but my previous partners never did, even when I told them it’s important to me. “Felix,” I say quietly. “Can we lie together for a while?” I pause. “It helps me stay grounded.”
Felix’s face lights up with his smile. “Of course. I had no intention of going anywhere.” He pulls me into his arms. “Why did you sound so anxious?”
“My ex didn’t like to cuddle,” I admit. “I told him it was important to me to make me come down from the endorphin rush, but he said I was too clingy and he didn’t like it.”
Felix stares at me. “What?” he exclaims. “Your ex is such a loser,” he spats. “Everything you tell me about him is bad. He sucks.”
“Yeah,” I say, blinking when realization hits me. It’s so cathartic to have someone else, my mate in particular, say it so clearly. “He really sucks!” I rest my hand on Felix’s chest, feeling his heartbeat. “But he isn’t important anymore.”
Felix smiles while keeping me in his arms. I can feel him so much more intensely now, his feelings, his presence, even his scent. Everything is stronger. It’s the first time in my life that I realize I am truly a hybrid. I wouldn’t be able to take up his scent if I weren’t half wolf.
I am so stupid. I allowed them all to feed into my insecurities, while in truth, nothing was wrong with me.
“What are you thinking?” Felix asks softly, while brushing my hair out of my face.
“That I am really lucky,” I say. “To be mated to you.”
