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Four rings. Five.

Then his voice fills my ear. It's the same distant recording he probably made years ago

"You've reached Keller Stone. Leave a message."

The tone sounds.

Silence stretches, my own breathing through the speaker. The weight of everything I need to say presses against my throat.

Start talking.

"Keller." My voice comes out steadily. "It's Quinn."

I pause. Not because I don’t know what to say, but because saying it means I can’t take it back.

"It's been a while. I know things ended badly between us, and you probably don't want to hear from me, but there's something I need to talk to you about. Something important."

I swallow.

"I'm not going to say this in a voicemail, so please call me back. When you're ready."

I end the call and set the phone down on the desk.

I lean back in my chair. The leather creaks. Outside the window, the streetlights cast orange pools on the empty sidewalk. I see a woman walking a small dog past the building. Their shadows stretch and shrink as they pass each light.

The voicemail is out there now. Traveling through invisible channels. Sitting in his phone or his cloud or wherever messages wait when the person they're meant for isn't ready to hear them.

I don’t try to imagine where he is. Whether he listens immediately or lets it sit. Whether he deletes it or replays it twice.

Those choices are his.

The baby shifts again. It's a small movement, a tiny adjustment in the space we share.

Soon you'll have a voice too. Soon you'll fill silences instead of waiting in them.

I push back from the desk. Stand slowly. My body has a new weight now, new balance points. I'm learning to move with them instead of against them.

I gather my bag. Slip my laptop inside. Check that I have my keys. Normal motions. End of day routine. As if this were any other Tuesday.

But walking toward the door, the truth settles into my bones.

The next time his voice fills my space, whether through that phone or across a room, nothing in my life will remain compartmentalized. The walls I built between who I am and who I love and what I carry inside me will finally come down.

THIRTY-SEVEN

Keller

When Parades Are Called Off:City officials retain the authority to delay or cancel krewe parades due to severe weather, security threats, or public safety concerns. In these moments, months of planning can be halted in hours, revealing how Carnival spectacle ultimately depends on forces beyond a krewe’s control.

Afternoon light cutsthrough the partially drawn blinds at the Stone Intermodal offices, striping the long table with gold bars. I sit three chairs down from Ridge, watching dust motes drift through the beams.

Outside counsel, a silver-haired woman named Patricia Vance, flips her folder closed.

"The federal investigation has formally concluded. There were no criminal findings within the scope of inquiry."

Ridge's shoulders drop half an inch, the only tell he allows himself.

Patricia continues, keeping her voice flat and professional. "They reviewed eighteen months of shipping manifests. Every executive override from August the year before through December received individual scrutiny. Vendor contracts were dissected line by line. The October period specifically was traced and retraced."