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The café was crowded for a Thursday afternoon, every table full, the espresso machine working overtime. I moved through the familiar rhythm of it,Gabrielle strapped to my chest in the carrier Cal had bought me, her weight warm and grounding as I poured coffee and wiped counters and chatted with regulars.

Mountain Café, rebuilt. The fire had taken the original building down to the studs, but Joanna had refused to let it die. Insurance money, community fundraisers, and a frankly alarming number of bake sales later, the café had risen from the ashes. New floors, new fixtures, same terrible coffee puns on the chalkboard menu.

Evan was in prison. The search of his car had turned up accelerant cans and a burner phone with texts to his accomplice. The accomplice took a plea deal and testified. Evan got eighteen years—arson, attempted murder, stalking. I didn't go to the trial. Didn't need to. Sheriff Daniels called when the verdict came in, and I'd stood in this very café, Cal's arms around me, and finally let myself believe it was over.

I'd come back to work two months after Gabrielle came into our lives. Part-time, mostly morning shifts, with Joanna hovering like a mother hen and the regulars treating Gabrielle like a communal grandchild. It wasn't the same as teaching, but it was good. It was mine.

The door opened, and I looked up automatically.

Cal walked in, still in his station gear, and scanned the room until his eyes found mine.

I watched it happen. The shift in his expression, the way his shoulders dropped, the slow smile thatspread across his face. Like just seeing me was enough to fix whatever had gone wrong with his day.

It still undid me, that look. Every single time.

He crossed to my table, weaving between customers, and dropped a kiss on Gabrielle's head. She gurgled happily, reaching for him, and he caught her tiny hand in his.

"Hey, baby girl." His voice went soft the way it always did with her. Then he looked up at me, and his voice went soft in a different way. "Hey, you."

"Hey yourself." I leaned up to kiss him, a quick press of lips that still made my heart stutter. "Good shift?"

"Better now."

"That was corny."

"That was romantic."

"Those aren't mutually exclusive."

He grinned, completely unrepentant, and I rolled my eyes. But I was smiling too, the way I always was now. The way I'd forgotten I could be.

Joanna appeared at my elbow with a coffee cup already prepared. "Your usual," she said, pressing it into Cal's hands. "And stop distracting my best employee."

"Yes, ma'am."

"Don't you 'ma'am' me, Bennett. You're not charming."

"I'm extremely charming. Ask my wife."

Joanna snorted and walked away, but I caught her wiping her eyes behind the register. She did that a lotthese days. Happy tears, she called them, which was a phrase I'd never really understood until I started crying them myself.

Cal lingered while I finished my shift, playing with Gabrielle, chatting with regulars who all knew him by name now. This was our life. This ordinary, extraordinary, impossible life that I'd almost let slip through my fingers.

When I finally clocked out, Cal took the baby carrier and slung it over his own chest, Gabrielle immediately settling against him like she'd been waiting. I watched them, my husband and my daughter, and felt my heart crack open the way it did a dozen times a day now.

I used to be afraid of this feeling. Used to think that loving people this much only gave the universe more ammunition to hurt you.

Now I knew better. Now I knew that love wasn't a weakness. It was the point. The whole point of being alive.

"Ready to go home?" Cal asked.

Home. Our house with the big yard and the mountain view and Mateo's badge on the mantel. Our daughter sleeping in the nursery we'd painted together, arguing about shades of yellow until we'd both collapsed laughing on the drop cloth. Our life, built from ashes and second chances and the kind of hope I'd thought I'd lost forever.

"Yeah," I said. "Let's go home."

We stopped by the station on the way, Cal remembering something he'd left in his locker. I waited in the bay with Gabrielle, breathing in the familiar smell of diesel and coffee and something that would always remind me of the men who ran toward danger while everyone else ran away.

The station was quiet, most of the crew gone for the night. But Liam was still there, standing near the back with his phone pressed to his ear, his face pale in the overhead lights.