Funnily enough… that’s exactly what Ronan said.
Maybe, just maybe, I should.
If I can only ignore the voice in my head screaming, ‘hypocrite.’
Chapter Twelve
RONAN
Moonlight spills through the open window, casting a warm light on the queen-sized bed, plush furnishings and sixty-inch television mounted on the wall in my bedroom. I have everything a man could want, yet sometimes I feel like I have nothing.
My mind wonders to Savannah yet again.
Is she reliving our kiss, like I am?
Is she thinking about what I said to her today?
Is she replaying the filthy words that spilled from my tongue?
I’ve never spoken to a woman like that before.
I’ve never been so blunt about what I want. So carnal. But then again, I’ve never wanted someone so carnally before either.
Her unavailability is kind of sexy. Who wouldn’t want to be her man when she could have her pick of millions? But it’s so much more than that. It’s her stunning face, her stellar body, and her sharp tongue.
A woman like her doesn’tneeda man.
But to be the man shewants, well, that makes me hard even thinking about it.
The chemistry between us earlier was painful, especially to my poor strangled dick in those shorts. When my hand brushed over her pussy and I felt the heat radiating from it, I thought I was going to blow there and then.
Is she still awake?
Is she staring at the moon, picturing me like I’m picturing her?
I snatch my phone from the glass-topped table beside my bed. It’s 1.05 a.m. and I’m no closer to falling asleep than I was two hours ago.
My finger hovers over the Instagram app for a few seconds before I succumb to the inevitable; cyberstalking Savannah. I only joined the damn site so I could spy on her.
From her updates, it looks as though she went straight from our lesson to meet Ashley. A picture of the two women clutching wine glasses and beaming into the camera with the sun beating off their faces fills my screen.
Savannah’s eyes are covered by oversized designer sunglasses which rest on her delicate cheekbones. Her button nose is dusted with a few light freckles, which only add to her appeal. Her full, rose-coloured lips are stretched to expose her perfect white teeth.
The way the camera is angled, I have a perfect view of Savannah’s tanned cleavage peeping from the top of her summer dress.
The caption below is #girlpower.
It has thirty-seven thousand likes and over three thousand comments.
BookishmamaWell deserved, you’re an inspiration.
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Mammasmessyhouse. Knee deep in nappies - have one for me.
Shona.SIf I’m lucky enough to be a mother I hope I’m half as good at it as you are.
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