Page 164 of Ruin My Life


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Cora turns toward me and brings the comforter to her chin. "Why do you have so many things I like in your apartment?"

My cheek twitches as I try to hide my smile. "What do you mean?"

"Well," she begins, her eyes darting away like she's recalling a memory. "I'm pretty sure everything in the fridge and pantry is something I've eaten and loved, or something I might enjoy. The closet is full of clothes that fit me, and the bathroom is stocked." Cora reaches behind her without looking and reveals a stuffed bear. "And this? Where did you get this?"

I pinch my lips together. I knew this day would come, the day when she would ask the questions I wouldn't want to give her answers to. And still, I'm no less prepared for them than I was the day I began my pursuit of her.

Cora brings the bear to her chest and nestles it. "I do love Mr. Snuggles, though."

"Is that his name?" I ask, clearly avoiding the previous request for information.

"Just admit it." She looks directly into my eyes.

"What?"

"That you've been stalking me."

"And what if I have?"

Cora breathes in deeply and exhales into the bear. "Tell me the truth, Miller, please."

The truth...where do I even begin?

"The truth is..."I reposition my elbow and adjust the way my head was resting on my hand. "Yes, I have been stalking you."

"For how long?"

"A year…maybe closer to two."

"Have you broken into my parents’ house?"

"Yes."

"How many times?"

"A few."

"Define a few," she says, her expression unreadable.

"Six times."

"Have you followed me?"

"On occasion."

"Is there anything you don't already know about me?"

I recall everything I've learned and the surface-level things that are on display for anyone who is paying attention. I've deduced things based on other facts, but there are plenty of details I don't have, like the freckle on her collarbone that I must have overlooked until now.

"This." I poke the darkened spot. "I didn't know you had a freckle here."

"Do you have any freckles?"

"A few."

A grin creeps across her face. "Like six?"

"Maybe."