Page 137 of Lucky


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Not the persona.

Me.

I set my phone on the counter, hit speaker, and wedge it between my coffee mug and my notebook while I flip to a clean page. My guitar rests against my knee.

It barely rings twice.

“LUCKY VALE.”

Banks’s voice is sharp enough to cut glass.“You’re alive.”

“I told you I was alive,” I say, flipping my pen between my fingers. “You just didn’t believe me.”

“You disappeared foreighteen hours.That’s practically a month in Lucky Time.”

“Yeah, well… I had a night.”

I don’t have to look at him to know he’s doing the dramatic blink-blink-blink of rage.

He sighs, the sound of a man flirting with a stroke.

“I’m driving up there today.”

“No, you’re not.”

I underline a lyric twice. “Go back to L.A. Talk to the lawyers. We need a clean way out of Connect Records.”

There’s a beat of horrified silence.

“…fire Jett?” It’s not even a question. It’s a funeral announcement.

“Yes.”

“Lucky, firing Jett Langford might end your career. I thought maybe negotiate a deal with the bastard.”

“Banks,” I say gently, “my career already ended. My sanity tried to tag along. I want to rebuild — slowly. On my terms. Not theirs.”

He groans like I’ve asked him to eat broken glass.

“You’re talking like a woman who found Jesus.”

“Close.” I strum a chord. “Found music.”

“Same thing in your universe.”

“Wanna hear something?” I ask before I can overthink it.

He goes quiet. “Always.”

I play the soft melody I came up with — raw, unfinished, honest in a way my old songs never were. A woman taking a break from the noise, trying to find herself again.

When I finish, Banks doesn’t speak for a full ten seconds.

Which is basically a medical emergency.

Finally:

“…Lucky… that’s a beautiful ballad. It has real potential.”