Whenever you need a reminder that I’m in this with you, and that you mean the world to me, all you have to do is open your text messages.
Tally
I can’t wait until you’re home.
Flip
Me, too. Not long now.
In the meantime, I’m thinking of you.
Get back to studying
Tally
Diving back in.
Flip
I grab the journal from my nightstand. I have practice in an hour, but it’s more than enough time to put my feelings on paper.
Tally,
Being away from you feels like half my heart is missing.
I wanted to call you so badly after you texted to tell me you missed me.
I miss your voice and your laugh. I miss hearing my name on your lips.
I miss the smell of your cherry blossom shampoo.
I miss the way it feels to wake up with you wrapped around me.
I miss the softness of your lips.
I miss making KD with you.
I miss watching you dance.
I miss all the things that make you uniquely you.
There are so many things I can’t wait to do again once we unpause.
I’m making a new fantasy list, but this one isn’t X-rated. It’s all the things I never want to take for granted.
I want to take you to the Dutch Toko and watch your eyes light up when we buy all your favorite treats.
I want to go shopping with you for new lingerie and have you edge the hell out of me the entire time.
I want to cuddle on the couch and read together.
I especially want to read Cammie’s fic updates with you and then re-enact the scenes (but we might have to improvise with those why-choose moments because I was ten thousand percent serious about no one ever touching you again but me).
I want to build furniture with you. I don’t know why, I just do.
I want to take you to a carnival and eat funnel cake and make out with you in the fun house.
I’ll keep adding to the list, but those are a few of the things that have made it onto My Life With Tally fantasy list.