Page 210 of If You Keep Me


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Whenever you need a reminder that I’m in this with you, and that you mean the world to me, all you have to do is open your text messages.

Tally

I can’t wait until you’re home.

Flip

Me, too. Not long now.

In the meantime, I’m thinking of you.

Get back to studying

Tally

Diving back in.

Flip

I grab the journal from my nightstand. I have practice in an hour, but it’s more than enough time to put my feelings on paper.

Tally,

Being away from you feels like half my heart is missing.

I wanted to call you so badly after you texted to tell me you missed me.

I miss your voice and your laugh. I miss hearing my name on your lips.

I miss the smell of your cherry blossom shampoo.

I miss the way it feels to wake up with you wrapped around me.

I miss the softness of your lips.

I miss making KD with you.

I miss watching you dance.

I miss all the things that make you uniquely you.

There are so many things I can’t wait to do again once we unpause.

I’m making a new fantasy list, but this one isn’t X-rated. It’s all the things I never want to take for granted.

I want to take you to the Dutch Toko and watch your eyes light up when we buy all your favorite treats.

I want to go shopping with you for new lingerie and have you edge the hell out of me the entire time.

I want to cuddle on the couch and read together.

I especially want to read Cammie’s fic updates with you and then re-enact the scenes (but we might have to improvise with those why-choose moments because I was ten thousand percent serious about no one ever touching you again but me).

I want to build furniture with you. I don’t know why, I just do.

I want to take you to a carnival and eat funnel cake and make out with you in the fun house.

I’ll keep adding to the list, but those are a few of the things that have made it onto My Life With Tally fantasy list.