“Like the sweetest,” Cammie agrees.
“Right? And I love it.” I sit down on the bed and cross my legs. “But it’s scary, too.”
“What makes it scary?” Fee asks.
I jiggle the Flip bobblehead he sent me to make him nod. “All we’ve done so far is dry hump?—”
Cammie’s brows pull together. “Like fully clothed and just…rubbing on each other?”
I nod and swallow thickly.
“It’s so hot, right?” Fee jumps in.
“It was so hot. And Flip has these moves that are just.” I make a mind-blown gesture. “But it wasn’t just about how hot he is or how good his moves are.” I wrinkle my nose. “I’m not explaining this well.”
“It’s the connection you share,” Cammie offers.
“Yes! That’s it. Like he was so focused on me. It was probably one of the most intense orgasms of my life.”
“Amen, sister.” Fee holds up her hand for a high five.
“All the eye contact, and the things he says, it’s more than that, though. It’s the chemistry, but also all the nice things he does for me, too. It’s like…he’s my dream boyfriend and he’s already exceeding all my expectations, but what if I can’t meet his?” How did I get in this spiral?
Cammie tips her head. “Did he get off during the dry hump, too?”
I hold up my pinkie. “This stays in this room.”
They all swear on our tiniest finger.
“He did.”
“With no touching,” Cammie confirms.
“Just through-the-clothes friction. But to be fair, he was the one doing all the work,” I confide.
“But he wouldn’t have come if he wasn’t attracted to you, right?” Enid asks.
“Guys are built a little differently, but Flip was definitely into it,” I reply. “And me.”
Enid tips her head. “Built differently how?”
“They can be erect, and even ejaculate, but not be into what’s going on,” I explain.
She pales. “Oh.”
“But that obviously was not the case with Flip,” I assure her.
“Of course he was into it and you.” Enid nods emphatically.
“Are you okay?” I ask.
“Yeah.” She waves a hand in the air and smiles, but it looks a little off. “I’m good.”
“Are you sure?”
“Uh huh. I think if you both got off with a dry hump, he’s super hot for you. I mean, Flip Madden came in his pants for you, Tally.”
“I just want to be able to give him what he needs. This is the first time I’ve ever been this into someone,” I admit. “And it scares me.”
