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The sight of it still hit me every time I looked. Those soft sweaters next to my button-downs. The flowing skirts beside my tactical pants. Two lives, merged in fabric and hangers and the particular intimacy of shared space.

She'd protested, of course. When I'd cleared half the closet for her, insisted she bring more than the single bag she'd arrived with. "I don't need that much space." But I'd heard what she wasn't saying. I don't deserve that much space. The familiar refrain of someone who'd spent her whole life being told she was too much and not enough in equal measure.

I'd given her the space anyway.

And now her clothes lived next to mine, and every morning I got to stand here and choose what she would wear.

The power of it never got old.

I ran my fingers along the fabrics. Considering. Today needed something soft—we had plans, but nothing too formal.Something that would move well, feel good against her particular skin, accommodate the sensory needs I was still learning to anticipate.

The dusty rose cashmere caught my attention first.

I lifted it from the hanger. Ran the fabric between my fingers. Impossibly soft, the kind of quality that cost more than most people's monthly rent. The color would bring out the warmth in her skin, the particular flush that crept up her cheeks when she was pleased or embarrassed or aroused.

I wanted to see that flush today.

The skirt came next. Flowing fabric in a deeper rose that complemented the sweater. Long enough to be modest, full enough to move when she walked. I imagined her spinning in it, the fabric flaring around her legs, that particular delight she showed when clothes did something unexpected.

The underwear drawer was last.

I'd bought these without telling her. A small box from a boutique I knew, delivered while she was in the shower three days ago. Delicate lace in cream. Not quite innocent, not quite obscene. The particular balance between sweet and sinful that seemed to define everything we did together.

I laid each piece on the bed. Arranged them with care—sweater, skirt, the lace folded discretely beneath. The morning light had shifted while I worked, growing warmer, more golden. It fell across her face, and she stirred.

"Stay there, little bird."

The words came out quiet. Commanding. The particular tone that I'd learned made her body respond before her brain caught up.

Her eyes opened. Blinked. Found me standing at the foot of the bed with morning light behind me.

"Daddy?" Sleep-rough. Confused. Beautiful.

"This is what you're wearing today."

I gestured to the clothes laid out beside her. Watched her eyes track from the sweater to the skirt to the lace peeking from beneath. Watched her breath catch.

That response. The particular hitch in her breathing that meant arousal and surrender tangled together, impossible to separate. I was learning her tells now. The way her pupils dilated when I gave commands. The way her fingers twitched when she wanted to touch but hadn't been given permission.

She didn't argue.

Didn't ask questions. Didn't protest that she could choose her own clothes, that she was a grown woman, that this arrangement was unconventional. She just rose from the sheets, bare except for the collar, and stood before me waiting.

Mine. The word thundered through me again.

I started with the underwear.

Held the lace open so she could step into it, then drew it up her legs slowly. Let my fingers trail along her thighs as I went, feeling her shiver at the contact. The fabric settled against her hips, cream lace against pale skin, and my mouth went dry.

"Daddy—"

"Shh. Let me."

I reached for the bra next. The matching piece, delicate straps and barely-there cups that would do nothing to hide her nipples when they peaked. Which they were doing now, tightening visibly as my knuckles brushed against them while I fastened the clasp.

The sweater next.

I held it open and she raised her arms like a child, trusting, compliant. The cashmere slid over her skin with that particular whisper of expensive fabric. I smoothed it down her body, adjusting the neckline so the collar showed—deliberate, visible, mine.