Page 138 of Maksim


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He pulled back enough to look at my face. Those warm brown eyes that had seen me at my worst and my best and everything in between. The eyes that had watched me shatter in a basement and put myself back together in his arms.

"Good." His smile was soft. Proud. "That means it matters."

I had to look away before I cried. The family continued moving around us—Sophie pointing out details to Nikolai, Konstantin lifting Katerina above his head until she shrieked with joy, Maya quietly arranging herself in a corner where she could watch without being watched.

This was my life now.

These impossible people who'd become family. This gallery full of paintings I'd been too scared to show anyone. This man holding me like I was precious, like I was brave, like I was exactly who I was supposed to be.

The gallery door was opening.

Strangers were starting to trickle in.

And I was ready—or as ready as anyone could be—to let the world see what I'd made.

Thegalleryfilled.

Slowly at first—a trickle of strangers through the door, polite gallery faces, the particular shuffle of people not sure where to look first. Then faster. More bodies. More voices. The particular hum of crowd noise that always hit my ears wrong, like static on a radio tuned between stations.

Strangers stood before my work.

That was the thing I couldn't stop noticing—the particular way they tilted their heads, stepped closer, stepped back. Not the polite gallery drift I'd feared, the casual glance and move along that said your work isn't worth my time. These people were actually looking.

A woman in her sixties stopped in front of the Ghost painting.

I watched from across the room as she stepped closer, then stepped back. Her hand rose toward her face—wiping something from her cheek. She was crying. This stranger, this person I had never met and would probably never speak to, was crying in front of my painting of a ridiculous dog running on a beach.

I didn't know what she saw. Didn't know what memory or loss or joy my painting had touched in her. But she felt something. My brushstrokes had made someone feel something, and that was—

That was everything I'd ever wanted.

"The composition here is too tight," a man's voice said behind me.

I turned. A couple stood before my cityscape—the view from Maks's window, the one I'd painted in shades of midnight andamber. The man was gesturing at the lower left corner, clearly passionate about something.

"The compression creates tension," his partner argued back. "That's the whole point. You're looking at confinement, not carelessness."

"Tension doesn't require claustrophobia—"

"It does if you're trying to convey—"

They were arguing. About my brushwork.

I drifted past them without introducing myself, a smile tugging at my mouth. They cared enough to disagree. Cared enough to debate whether my choices were intentional or accidental, whether my technique served the emotional content or undermined it.

Years of hiding my paintings in closets. Years of turning canvases to the wall.

And now people were arguing about my brushwork.

"Excuse me—the artist?"

I turned. A woman in an impeccably tailored jacket, the kind of understated expensive that marked serious money. Her eyes were sharp, assessing.

"Yes?"

"These prices." She gestured vaguely at the wall cards. "Are they negotiable?"

My first instinct was to defer. To say yes, of course, whatever you think is fair. The particular reflex of someone who'd spent years believing her work wasn't valuable enough to demand compensation.