And he was far more dangerous in the flesh.
6
Alpha Mail was supposed to be simple.
That was the rumor, anyway—the version that circulated in hushed voices and half-smiles around Charleston. One night. One man. A fantasy you stepped into and out of without leaving fingerprints.
No names. No consequences. No rearranging your life.
You made the request. They sent the man. You walked away changed—but alone.
That was the story.
Standing in his house, warmth soaking into my bones while snow piled silently outside the windows, I understood immediately how wrong that story had been.
Because nothing about this felt temporary.
Nothing about him suggested a man who touched something once and then released it.
The house itself carried that truth. It wasn’t decorated for guests or indulgence. It was built for permanence—for waiting things out. Thick beams. Stone floors. Fireplaces positioned not for charm but for heat retention. Every choice whispered the same message:
I endure.
He took my coat without ceremony and hung it where it belonged, not asking where I wanted it, not glancing back to see if I’d follow. He moved like a man who assumed obedience not because he demanded it—but because the world had taught him it was easier to comply.
I followed.
Of course, I did.
“You’ll eat,” he’d said.
Notwould you like to. Notare you hungry.
A decision made on my behalf.
The dining room was intimate in a way that felt deliberate. One long wooden table. Two place settings. Candles already lit. A bottle of wine breathing on the sideboard like it had been waiting for us.
For me.
He gestured to a chair. I sat.
Only then did he take his own seat—across from me, posture relaxed, gaze direct. Not leering. Not impatient.
Evaluative.
“You expected one night,” he said.
It wasn’t a question.
I swallowed. “That’s what Alpha Mail is supposed to be.”
A corner of his mouth lifted—not a smile. Something colder. More knowing.
“That’s what women tell themselves,” he replied. “Because it’s safer than admitting they want more than permission.”
My pulse kicked hard.
He poured wine. Dark red. Steady hand. He didn’t ask if I wanted it. He slid the glass toward me and waited.