Page 60 of The Man I Lied To


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“How do you feel about not...using the condom?” he asked sheepishly. “You can say no, it won’t hurt my feelings, but, uh...I’ve been wanting you to come inside me since the first time we fucked.”

I hesitated as the full understanding of what he was asking hit me, and I stared down at him, contemplating it for a few heartbeats—a few more than was probably good, at least as far as Luka was concerned. I could see the moment his wariness shifted to alarm, and he spoke quickly. “It was just an idea, you can say no, like I said, I don’t?—”

“Sure,” I said, tossing the condom aside and getting onto the bed, grabbing extra lube to make sure my cock was slick. “It’s been a while anyway. If I have the chance to feel you completely, I’m not going to say no.”

“Seriously?” he asked, his eyes going wide. “I was sure you were going to say no because it was a risky plan.”

“Well, if one of us ends up with something, we know who to blame,” I said as I knelt on the bed behind him and scooted forward. I wasn’t an idiot; I knew we were both taking a risk, trusting each other when we didn’t have a whole lot of reason to, and yet...I trusted him. There was also the fact that my arousal was taking over my higher thinking. It made it harder to assess whether it was a good idea to bareback him, but the idea had taken root in my head, and I wasn’t going to deny it to myself or him.

Grabbing his legs, I pushed them up so his calves rested on my shoulders, then, reaching down to grip the base of my cock, I aimed for his hole. There was resistance, of course. I had only used a finger earlier, and it was going to be uncomfortable for him to start with. It wasn’t my preference, but I knew better than to argue with someone as eager as he was...or as eager as I was, for that matter.

The moment I pushed past the head, I stopped. Not just because I saw the moment Luka realized what he had signed up for cross his face in a grimace of discomfort and pain, but because, without the condom, the sensation of being inside himwas as immediate as it was distracting. Even inching forward forced me to take an immediate break, so I didn’t lose control.

“You alright up there?” Luka asked shakily.

I looked down to see half of me inside him and raised a brow. “I think I should be asking you that.”

“Oh, I’m definitely going to feel this tomorrow,” he said with that same laugh. “But no way in hell should you stop.”

“Noted,” I snorted and forced myself to take a breath, so I was a little more stable.

After another steadying breath, I began to rock my hips, pulling out before pushing in a little further and backing off quickly when I saw him wince. It was the best way to make it as easy and enjoyable for him as possible. It also beat pushing in until I lost control and then having to sit there and wait for the pleasure to back off, as I also waited for Luka to be comfortable with me giving him more.

I began to see the benefits of this new tactic as his grimace eased. By the time my next thrust pushed my hips flush against his, I needed to take a moment and steady myself again. The feel of him wrapped around my cock was intense, hot, and gripping me so tightly that now I was still, I was amazed I had been able to move at all.

“Fuck,” he said with a soft laugh. “I forgot how intense that can get.”

“I can?—”

“Don’t, just...wait a second,” he said with a shake of his head, pulling me down to kiss me. I gasped when I felt him flex around my shaft, but he caught my mouth with his, and I found myself distracted as our tongues slid over and around one another with practiced ease. I reached between us and wrapped my hands around his cock, giving it a few strokes and listening to him groan, the muscles around my dick giving another flutter.“This would be so much easier if you weren’t packing a biological weapon in your pants.”

“You love that biological weapon,” I said, rolling my eyes at the wording.

“Mmm, yeah, I guess it’s hard to argue with that.”

I felt the muscles around me ease, and I drew back, using shallow strokes like before, this time just to get him to loosen up a little more, because the lack of friction was starting to creep up the back of my skull and drive me crazy. It worked, and I began giving him deeper strokes. I looked between us, letting out a low growl as I watched my entire cock slide into his body, swallowed up by the tight heat that was better than anything I’d felt in a long time.

“Fuck,” he breathed, and I snapped my hips, burying myself with a swift crack of skin meeting skin and making him yelp. “Ohfuck!”

The sound of pleasure was all I needed to know I had permission to do as I pleased, and I pushed his legs off my shoulders and into his chest. Folded like he was, I could angle my hips and get deeper inside him. Looking down, I watched his lips part as he gave another cry, and I realized I had found the angle I wanted and went to town, slamming my hips against him and watching his eyelids flutter as he groaned pitifully.

Not that I was doing much better. His grip around me had eased, so I didn’t feel like I had to overcome his muscles to fuck him, but it was still tight. I hadn’t realized just how much condoms deadened the sensation. I’d been using them for so long I had grown used to it, but now there was nothing between us as I fucked him with increasing fervor. I wondered how I was ever going to go back to using condoms once I had to leave this place…and Luka.

I shoved the thought away with startling ferocity and took it out on Luka’s ass with a newfound effort that made him cry out,his back attempting to arch, his legs going tight against my chest, but I had him pinned against the bed. He wasn’t rolling his eyes to the back of his skull, but he was getting closer as I thrust into him as hard as I dared, a brutal pleasure flowing through me as I felt his muscles squeeze and release to the beat of his heart.

If we weren’t on a timetable to get to the canteen, I would have slowed down to let the two of us enjoy what was happening. Luka was antsy to get to the food, however, so I didn’t, even as my body screamed for the release rocketing toward me with a force I knew would have been messy if I wasn’t deep inside him when it happened.

I swore vehemently when my orgasm finally struck. I wrapped my hands around his thighs and held him in place as I drove forward one more time and felt the first wave burst inside him. Hunched over, I kept as deep as I could as I came harder than I remembered doing in a long time.

Luka’s eyes were wide as he felt me pump deep inside him, and he didn’t miss a beat, shoving his hand between our tangled bodies to wrap around his cock and stroke himself. I didn’t need him to cry out to know what happened after only a few strokes, as I felt his muscles gripping even more fiercely, and I grunted as I wondered if he was somehow going to drag more out of me.

Swearing again when the orgasm finally drained from me, taking my strength with it, I sat on my haunches with a heaving breath. I watched my slightly softened cock slide out of him, a trickle of cum following it. I ran my thumb gently over his hole, seeing it was red from irritation but no damage that I could see.

“Oh shit, don’t do that,” he groaned, pushing at me lightly. “God, that’s almost as bad as touching my dick after I’ve come.”

Snorting, I pulled my hand away. “Are you happy?”

“Are you asking if I’m happy that I now have to choose whether to go to the bathroom and clean myself out as best I canor go to the canteen with your cum in my ass?” he asked with a smirk.