Page 195 of Knotting the Officers


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He drops.

To the ground. To his knees first, then sideways, the pain overriding whatever training he has and reducing him to the basic, bilateral symmetry of a man who has been shot and whose body’s only priority is the wound.

Screams.

The crowd detonates into chaos.

Not gradually—instantaneously. The specific, mass-psychology, fight-or-flight cascade that a gunshot triggers in a confined space full of civilians. Bodies dropping to the floor. Bodies running for exits. Bodies crashing into each other in the desperate, uncoordinated stampede of people whose lizardbrains have seized control of their motor functions and are issuing a single, unanimous instruction:get out.

Sirens.

From outside. The wailing, approaching, overlapping frequencies of multiple emergency vehicles that were already positioned within a two-block radius because I put them there four hours ago. The sirens cutting through the screams and the residual bass line with the specific, authoritative frequency that tells civilianshelp is hereand tells criminalsit’s over.

The doors burst.

SWAT.

The entry team floods the venue with the coordinated, rehearsed, boots-on-ground precision of a tactical unit that has been briefed on the floor plan and the target and the specific, non-negotiable priority of protecting every civilian in the building. Black tactical gear. Helmets. The raised weapons and the shouted commands and the controlled, systematic movement that transforms a bar into an operational theater in the span of seconds.

Men in black rush the downed target.

Three of them. Converging on the man who is bleeding on the dance floor with his ruined arm cradled against his chest and his weapon three feet away and his eyes—when they find mine through the chaos—carrying the specific, devastated fury of a man who has just realized that the ambush he planned was the ambush he walked into.

They secure him.

Hands behind his back—the intact hand and the shattered one, the cuffs producing the metallic click that is, in the hierarchy of sounds that an officer hears in a career, the most satisfying.

The music is still booming.

Nobody thought to kill the sound system, or maybe nobody can reach it through the chaos, and the bass line is still pumping its rhythm into a room that has been emptied of dancers and filled with SWAT officers and the strobing neon is painting everything—the tactical gear, the blood on the floor, the scattered glasses and abandoned shoes—in shifting colors that make the scene look like the world’s worst music video.

But the only thing I’m looking at is her.

My arm is around her waist.

Where I put it the moment before I fired. The instinct that overrode every tactical protocol—get to her first, then shoot. My left arm securing her body against mine, my right hand extending the weapon past her, the angle of fire calculated to travel over her shoulder without proximity to her face or her ears, the trajectory passing through the gap in the crowd that I’d been tracking for forty-five seconds as I closed the distance.

She’s looking up at me.

And she’s giggling.

Giggling.

My clearly drunk Omega—five shots of tequila deep, flushed, bright-eyed, smelling like lavender and warm vanilla and agave and the specific, euphoric pheromonal signature of a woman who is intoxicated and happy and has just watched her Alpha shoot a man across a dance floor and finds this entertaining—is giggling in my arm with the delighted, sparkling energy of a woman who has never been more attracted to anyone in her entire life.

She spins.

In my arm. The motion fluid despite the tequila—rotating in the circle of my grip until she’s facing me, her body pressing against my chest, her arms finding my neck and hooking around it with the possessive, clinging certainty of a woman who has located her Alpha and does not intend to release him.

“Now look who the cat dragged i?—”

I kiss her.

Before the sentence completes. Before the taunt lands. Before she can finish being clever because I am not in a state where cleverness is something I can process—I am in a state where the woman I love was standing in the crosshairs of a man I’ve been hunting for three weeks and she didn’t move and she didn’t drop and she stood there in a black dress smirking at the barrel like it was a dare and I have approximately ten thousand emotions to express and exactly one method of expressing them.

The kiss is not gentle.

It is hungry and angry and desperate and every other adjective that applies to a man who has just discharged a weapon in defense of the woman whose mouth is on his and whose body is alive against his chest and whose heart he can feel beating through the fabric of her dress against the tactical vest he’s wearing beneath his jacket.