Page 175 of Knotting the Officers


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She nods. Waves goodbye. Turns.

And rushes.

Her hand gripping mine, her stride accelerating from social to urgent, pulling me through the bookshop’s ground floor with the focused velocity of a woman who has information to process and needs to be somewhere private to process it. I follow—my longer stride easily matching her pace, my hand secure in hers, the burnt vanilla of my scent wrapping around us both as we weave through the shelves.

She spots the elevator.

Pulls us inside.

The doors close.

And the moment the metal panels seal us in—the moment the bookshop’s ambient noise and the community’s watchful eyes are replaced by the private, humming enclosure of a small space—Hazel detonates.

“Holy shit!”

Her voice fills the elevator with the percussive force of a woman who has been containing a reaction for approximately ninety seconds and cannot contain it for one second longer.

“They’re being investigated! The whole station! The whole—Alaric, did you hear that? A full overhaul. Federal audit. Allegations. And Callahan—Callahan is running it? That means?—”

I watch her.

The transformation is immediate and complete. The soft, bookshop-browsing, knitted-dress-wearing, hand-holding woman of the last six hours has been overwritten by the investigator. Her eyes are sharp. Her posture has shifted from relaxed to alert. The amber irises are moving rapidly—the telltale sign of a mind that is connecting data points at a speed that her mouth can’t match.

“—that means the reassignment might not have been punitive at all, it might have been strategic, he pulled me out before the investigation went live so I wouldn’t be compromised as a witness or a target within the department, and the new Omega—the one they replaced me with—might be a plant, an internal affairs operative positioned to observe from the inside?—”

She’s spiraling.

Not the emotional kind. The intellectual kind. The specific, high-velocity, pattern-recognition spiral that Hazel’s brain produces when it’s been fed new information and is integrating it into every existing thread simultaneously. I can almost see the corkboard reconstructing itself behind her eyes—the pinsmoving, the strings connecting, the architecture of the case reshaping in real time.

And she’s going to disappear into it.

Into the case and the connections and the endlessly expanding web of implications that her investigator’s mind will pursue until she’s forgotten that she’s in a bookshop wearing a cream knitted dress on a date with a man who would very much like her to remain in the present moment.

Not today.

I move.

My hand finds her waist. The other finds her chin—the gentle, two-fingered contact that I’ve learned is the most effective method of redirecting Hazel’s attention from the interior to the exterior, the physical equivalent of tapping a window to get someone’s attention when they’re lost in thought.

I tilt her face up.

She blinks.

Mid-sentence. The rapid-fire analysis stuttering to a halt as her eyes find mine and the proximity registers. My face is close—closer than conversational, closer than professional, in the intimate territory that exists between two people who have been building toward this distance all day.

I brush my lips against hers.

Light.

Not the firm, claiming pressure of Roman’s kiss. Not the slow, teasing preview of Oakley’s. A brush. The barest, featherlight contact of my mouth against hers—a greeting more than a demand, an invitation more than a claim. The specific, calibrated gentleness of a man who is not trying to overwhelm but to redirect. To say, with the briefest possible contact:come back.

She blinks again.

The investigator’s intensity flickering. The analytical speed slowing. Her eyes, which had been moving at data-processing velocity, settling on mine with the gradual, recalibrating focus of a woman whose operating system has received a competing input and is reassessing priorities.

The blush returns.

“What’s that for?” she whispers.