Bringing my hands to my back, I try to unbuckle my bra, but I struggle with doing so with his fingers now buried deep within me, dragging out pure bliss.
It feels so good.
My bra finally snaps, my breasts spilling free as soon as I tug it off.
“Touch yourself now,” he commands, and I listen, bringing my hands back to my breasts, drawing my nipples between my index and middle fingers.
I can’t take it anymore, so I close my eyes, pinching my nipples and rolling my hips, hoping for his fingers to hit the spot I’m searching for. He slides his fingers out instead, and I groan.
“You wanted a taste, no?” he teases.
I narrow my eyes, but I don’t have a lot of time to consider anything. He takes his arousal-coated fingers and slides them over my bottom lip. My mouth drops open in surprise, but he takes my face between his hands and licks my lips before crashing his mouth to mine. I taste sweetness on his lips, mixed with that very un-nameable way he tastes. He groans when my tongue seeks his, and I pinch my nipples one more time. He must feel what I’m doing, replacing my fingers with his, twisting my nipples and driving me wild.
“Holden, please,” I beg against his lips, and he smiles before sliding his dick inside me, putting me out of my misery. My entire body crashes against his. My ankles cross on his muscled ass as my arms wrap around his. My fingers search his hair for grip. I can’t kiss him anymore because my mouth is permanently open in awe. He feels so damn good, it won’t take long for me to come.
“You're addictive,” he says, his words brushing against my neck as he drives in.
“I can’t get enough of you,” he whispers against my breast before sucking a nipple into his mouth.
“Oh my—” He sucks harder.
“Ah!” I scream and push him deeper with my ankles. The room is filled with the sounds of our flesh crashing, him pounding into me, harder, faster, deeper.
It’s too much.
“You’re breathtaking,” he praises into my chest this time, taking his hands and holding me tighter to him. “I need to be closer. There—”He thrusts.“Can’t”Thrust. “Be”Thrust.“Any”Thrust.
Oh my God.
“Room”Thrust.“Between us.” He thrusts harder, and um, oh my, I, um, I see stars.
Fireworks.
Blinking light behind my eyelids as my nails dig into his back.
“Mark me, Natalie. Brand me as yours.” I dig deeper, clenching harder around his dick.
“You’re mine,” I whisper with no reply, except for the warm liquid filling me up. He grunts as he shakes against my body, both of us clinging to the other as if this is the only way we’ll make it out alive. He slows his movements, our chests falling, our breathing in sync.
My legs fall as my body melts into his—my head resting on his shoulder, his hands now brushing up and down my back. He slides out of me, leaving me feeling empty. Instead of putting space between us, he does the opposite, taking a small step forward, filling the space with his body. He grabs my thighs, pulling me closer to him as he kisses my shoulder, my collarbone, my cheek, all the way to my lips.
He kisses me tenderly, taking his time, calming our nervous systems in the process. Once we’re breathing normally and our hands are resting on each other instead of seeking more, he says the one thing I didn’t know I needed.
“I love you.”
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I PROMISE
Bigger Than The Whole Sky by Taylor Swift • Repeat Until Death by Novo Amor
Holden
I couldn’t holdit in one more minute. I was going to burst every second that went by without telling her, and now that I did, I don’t expect her to say the same, but the silence is more than I can handle, so I kiss her instead. She follows along easily, as if our lips are dancing with each other, and they’ve been partners for life.
“Wait,” she says against my lips. “Did you just say you love me?” Her voice is so small, as if she’s terrified my answer has changed in thirty seconds. Weird, because I’m the one fucking terrified this is too much, and she’s going to push me away.
“I did.” I own up to it because she’s light, flowers blooming, all things good, and she deserves to know.
