“Ahh!” Naiari screamed, gripping my shoulders for relief.
“You can squeeze as much as you need to. It’s gonna hurt in the beginning, but it’ll get better, I promise.”
There were tears pooled in her eyes, but I saw the determination on her face. She wanted to prove she could handle it.
I took it easy on her by stroking slowly, but after a while, I realized I wasn’t getting any closer to breaking her barrier. I needed to apply pressure.
“I need you to take a deep breath for me. Hold on to me if you need to.”
She nodded her head but didn’t respond audibly. I pressed my lips against hers, trying to distract her from what was about to happen. In one swift motion, I pushed inside of her until half of my shaft was in.
“Ouch!”
“I’m sorry, baby. I had to do it. I promise I’ma make it feel better.” I whispered against her lips, using the pads of my thumbs to wipe her tears that had fallen down her cheeks. I took my time, stroking her slowly to ease the pain. Eventually, her pain turned to pleasure as her moans grew louder. The feeling of being inside her warm walls was indescribable. It took every ounce of willpower not to nut prematurely as I ventured deeper.
“I love you so much, Cocoa. Do you know that?”
“Y-yes. Oh God!”
“Naw, love. I already told you either call me Keynauri or daddy. Leave Big G out of this, ’cause he ain’t making love to you. I am.” I smirked, burying my face into the crook of her neck. My arms were locked behind her back, and I tapped her G-spot. Her pussy grew wetter and wetter, and it was only gonna be a matter of time before she was cumming again. I chose not to put her in a bunch of different positions since it was her first time. Plus, with how tight her pussy gripped me, I wouldn’t have lasted more than two minutes if I hit it from the back. As far as I was concerned, we had plenty of time for all of that. Tonight, I wanted her to feel how much I loved her.
“I love you, Keynauri. Only you.”
Her declaration was like music to my ears as I rocked in and out of her. The bed creaked underneath us, but between the music and her moans, it faded to the background. We continued to declare our love for one another until we were both cumming together. My whole body stiffened as I released deep inside of her womb. Her nails dug into my skin as her head fell back in ecstasy. Naiari’s sex faces turned me on even more, and within minutes, I found myself rocking back up while still inside of her. We made love all night and well into the morning. Neither of us could seem to get enough, and I couldn’t bring myself to complain. Everything about our first time was perfect, and I hoped it was a night she would never forget.
Keynauri’s light snores filled the room, and I couldn’t hide the smile on my face. It seemed like a dream, but the soreness in my body proved that it was real. After years of being in love with him, we were finally a couple. I always knew I wanted him to be my first, and it was everything I’d imagined and more. I didn’t need the candles and music. All I needed was him.
We fell asleep in the early morning hours, and I was exhausted. I wanted to be wrapped in his arms, but my bladder would not let me rest. Reluctantly, I moved his arm from around my waist, slid out of bed, and tiptoed out of the room, shuffling my feet as I headed down the hallway.
I winced as I wiped myself, not realizing how sore I truly was. Sex with Keynauri was a mixture of pleasure and pain. It hurt way worse than my friends told me, but I was pretty sure it had more to do with his size than anything else. After I finished washing my hands, I observed myself in the mirror. For once in my life, things were beginning to come together, but I wonderedhow long it would last. For some reason, bad luck seemed to follow me, and it made me question every good thing in life. Keynauri made me happy, but a part of me still worried about the future.
I wanted us to be together for a lifetime, but we were still so young. While we had been exposed to a lot at a young age, we hadn’t fully stepped into the real world yet. I wondered whether we would be able to withstand whatever obstacles life threw at us. My thoughts were beginning to fester into a sea of overthinking, so I decided to head back to my room.
When I slid back into bed, I tried to be quiet so I wouldn’t interrupt Keynauri’s sleep, but my plan backfired. He reached out to bring me closer to him, and I smiled as his arm draped over me again.
“I was trying not to wake you up,” I whispered, backing my butt against his semi-hard dick.
“I was up the minute you left my arms.” His gruffy voice turned me on, but I wasn’t sure my body could handle another session with him so soon. I turned in his arms so the two of us were face-to-face. My hands stroked the stubble on his face that he called a beard.
“When I came over tonight, I planned to tell you everything that was on my mind. I wanted to make it clear that I wanted us to be together because I don’t think I’m strong enough to watch you be happy with someone else. In my mind, you were always going to be my one and only love, but I wanted to wait until I could give you everything you deserved. I don’t want to make promises I may not be able to keep, but I want you to know I’ll never stop loving you.
“You’re the best thing that ever happened to me, and whether we’re together or not, you’ll always have a place right here.” Keynauri pointed to his heart, making my eyes water. His body was littered with tattoos, including one with my name on it. Hepromised that he would never have another best friend, and it made me feel special.
“I love you, Keynauri. I’m sure we’ll go through ups and downs along the way, but this is the only place I want to be. You’re the only man I trust to protect me and love me the way I need to be loved. I don’t know where life will take us, but I know that I want to go through it all with you. You’re special, even if you can’t see it yet.” I leaned up to kiss his lips, thinking it was going to be a quick peck, but the next thing I knew, we were making love again. This time, the pleasure far exceeded the pain.
“I’m gonna have to buy some condoms because you’ve got me out here being reckless. I haven’t had unprotected sex since I lost my virginity. The last thing I want is your momma to be mad at me when you end up with a belly full of my babies,” Keys joked, but the idea of being a mother scared me.
I realized how easy it was to get caught up because I hadn’t once thought about the fact that we were having unprotected sex. A part of me wanted to know what it would be like to have a family with Keynauri one day, but I wasn’t sure if I was ready for that kind of commitment. Plus, he already had Keyami, so there was no rush.
“Maybe I should get on birth control, too. As much as I can’t wait to have a family with you, I need to get my degree first.”
“You're gonna have my babies one day, Cocoa?” A grin spread across his handsome face, making me want to kiss all over him.
“Of course. I want to get married and have at least four kids. I kind of want to have them back to back so that they can protect each other and have a close relationship.” He chuckled as I described what our life would look like in ten years. It was something I thought about often because I truly couldn’t see myself with anyone else.
“I’m fucking with your plan. I definitely want to give you a big ass house and fill it up with kids. If this rap shit takes off, wecan get married on an island somewhere and travel all over the world. I want to be like the old-school rappers who settled down with one woman and built an empire. We can build a legacy and set our kids up so they never have to go into the workforce. They’ll be able to create their own businesses or follow whatever dream they have,” Keynauri declared. My eyes grew heavy as thoughts of our life together swirled in my mind. Most people took a lifetime to find their soulmate, but there were no doubts in my mind that I had found mine.
We both dozed off after a while, until the sound of his phone going off back to back woke us up. The sun was barely up yet, so I knew it was still early. Keynauri answered the phone with his eyes still closed, but that changed in an instant when he heard the sound of someone screaming on the other end.
