Page 117 of The Gunner


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“It’s about alignment,” I said, surprising myself with how clean the truth felt. “I’ve been headed in a different direction for a while. I just didn’t have the courage to admit it.”

Her voice softened. “I’m sad to hear it, but I respect it.”

My throat tightened a little because I hadn’t expected that. The respect. The lack of guilt-trip.

“Thank you,” I managed.

“Send me an email with your formal notice,” she said. “We’ll follow procedure. And Sophie?”

“Yeah?”

“I hope you choose something that makes you feel alive.”

The words hit deeper than she knew.

“I am,” I said quietly. “I think I am.”

We said goodbye. Professional, warm, clean.

When I hung up, my hands shook a little—not from fear, exactly. From adrenaline. From the sensation of having jumped off something high and realizing I could fly, if I wanted.

I sat there for a second with my palms flat on the desk.

Okay.

I had savings that would hold me for a while, but now it was time to build the next step.

I opened the browser and typed:jobs in charleston sc.

A flood of listings appeared.

Hospitality. Admin. Medical. Marketing. Nonprofit program coordinators. Content creators. Real estate marketing assistants. All of them proof that work existed.

I refined the search, letting my instincts lead instead of habit:community engagement Charleston.

Then:nonprofit outreach and communications.

Then:local organizations hiring in Charleston.

The more I searched, the more it started to look like a path instead of a cliff.

And the most surprising part?

I wasn’t searching like a woman trying to chase a man.

I was searching like a woman building a life she wanted—and leaving space in it for the man who belonged there.

There was a difference.

A huge one.

I opened my notes app and started listing:

•Temporary base: extended stay suite at Palmetto Rose (get rates)

•Bridge goal: private walk later (no cameras)

•Natalie interview: Aquarium Wharf (today)