“I know.But, I learned a lesson to never trust the words of a person and instead look at their actions.Clark was a walking red flag and I ignored all the signs over the years because I thought I loved him.Now, I know that wasn’t love at all.I love Matt with every part of myself and that’s what I should have been looking for instead of just being with someone because I didn’t want to be alone,” I state, knowing it’s the truth of the matter and that’s the only reason I was with Clark to begin with.
“I love you, Peyton.Not goin’ anywhere ever again.You’re stuck with me,” Matt says as he stands from the chair with our daughter in his arms and kneels on one knee.“I already talked to your dad and asked for his blessin’.Peyton, I have loved you for as long as I can remember.I want to spend the rest of my days raisin’ our children with you and growin’ old while creatin’ a million memories and givin’ you things to add to that box.Will you do me the honor of becomin’ my wife?”
I can’t stop the tears from falling as I nod my head slightly so I don’t start feeling like I’m going to be sick again.Matt stands from the floor and slides a beautiful ring on my finger.It’s a smaller diamond surrounded by the birthstones of all of us.Small diamonds round the band of the ring and it’s perfect for me.Something I truly love.This is the last thing I expected to happen in a hospital room, but it somehow fits us perfectly.Matt and I will never have a conventional love story because we aren’t typical people.He craves the freedom and brotherhood he gets from being in the Dirty Slayers MC while I crave independence and a sense of peace.We live our lives on our terms now and I hope it’s always this way moving forward.
Epilogue
Carbon
PEYTON HAS BEEN workingon her recovery over the last two months while we plan the wedding.I wasn’t about to put marrying her off for a year.If I had my way, we’d already be married.However, I understood her need to recover and have the cast and brace removed before our ceremony.So, today is finally the day I get to call her my wife and make her mine legally.Peyton’s already my ol’ lady and wears her rag daily with pride like the rest of the ol’ ladies.Tonight will be the first time I get to take her while she’s in her rag because we’ve been holding off on sex while her ribs healed.I wasn’t about to put her in pain because I wanted to get my dick wet.We have a lifetime for that and I can wait until she’s ready to have sex again.
The guys took me out for my bachelor party two nights ago while Peyton and the girls stayed at the clubhouse and got drunk.Really drunk.We had to carry all of them home and put them to bed because none of them could walk on their own.I’m not sure what the hell they were drinking, but it was strong as hell.We didn’t go to the strip club because I promised Peyton I wouldn’t go there.Instead, we went to a bar a few towns over and had a good time.I didn’t really want to be there, but the guys refused to let me get married without doing something.Especially Callum because he’ll be leaving soon.My big brother is moving and I hate that he won’t be a few minutes away any longer.Callum won’t be too far away, but far enough we won’t be able to see one another on a daily basis.It fucking sucks!
My mom, Kimber, Jennifer, Kelly, and Barb have been decorating the clubhouse since last night with the rest of the ol’ ladies.Peyton has been banned from the clubhouse because this entire wedding is a surprise for her.Gary and I paid for everything while the women planned it all out.I don’t even know what the clubhouse will look like.Or the backyard where the reception will be held.I knew Peyton wasn’t going to want a big fuss made out of our wedding so the only ones attending will be our immediate family members and the men and women of the club.I’m sure that’s even more people than she was anticipating but there’s nothing we can do about it now.
Kimber, Barb, and Jennifer will be standing up with Peyton.Callum, Brick, and Knuckles will be standing with me.Rooster is going to be our officiant.We have an entire team coming in for hair and make-up so the girls weren’t doing that when they all have to get ready for the ceremony.All the women will be using the team and not just those who are in the wedding party.We ordered our cake from an ol’ lady in another club who I heard is an amazing baker.The ol’ ladies here aren’t slouches when it comes to cooking and baking.However, I wasn’t about to have them spend their days leading up to the wedding in the kitchen.So, I ordered the cake and it was delivered last night by members of the Wild Kings MC.They were very respectful and congratulated us before leaving.
Gary will be walking Peyton down the aisle to me when the ceremony starts.Caydence will be pulled in a wagon by Cedric as our flower girl while Cedric is our ring bearer.There was no way in hell we weren’t going to include the kids in our special day when they’re part of our family.Our children deserve to be with us instead of sitting in the seats with the rest of our guests.So they’ll be standing up with us.Peyton and I will also be holding one of the twins as we get married.It’s completely a family affair and perfect for us.I wouldn’t change a single detail if you paid me all the money in the world.
The local diner will be providing the rest of the food for the reception.I put our order in the second Peyton was discharged from the hospital so they had plenty of time to cook everything we’d need for our day.The food is all of Peyton’s favorites so I know she’ll have plenty to eat.And we have a few dishes for the kids because some of them are picky when it comes to food.Not all the time, but at large events we always try to have food the kids will eat and today is no different.
“Are you ready for today?”Callum asks, walking up to me with Brick at his side.
“Been waitin’ for this day since the second I saw Peyton the first time,” I answer my brother honestly as he pulls me in for a hug.
“So fuckin’ proud of you, Matt.You’re livin’ your life how you want, have four beautiful children, and the woman you’ve been in love with for years at your side.This is what we all want and you’ve managed to get it.Don’t fuckin’ hurt my sister-in-law or I’ll come back here and kick your ass.I love Peyton and I choose her side always when you’re bein’ an asshole,” Callum says, a small smile on his face even though I know he’s being dead serious right now.“Gonna miss you guys more than I thought I would.”
“We’re gonna miss you, too.It’s been way too long since we’ve had you here, but I know this is what you need to do.You can’t stay here because Kimber and I are selfish.Live your life and find what you’re lookin’ for, Callum.It’s the least you deserve,” I tell him as he steps back and looks me up and down.
“Go get in the shower to get ready.Don’t want you bein’ late for your own weddin’,” Brick says, laughter filling his voice as I take in the jeans and tank top I’m wearing.
We’re not wearing suits or anything to get married today.Peyton didn’t want that because she wants everyone to be comfortable.I’m still wearing jeans, but they’re brand new ones.I’m also wearing a button-down shirt and tie that will be removed the second our pictures are done.All the guys are wearing button-downs including Cedric.The women will all be in dresses of their choosing and my little princess Caydence will be in a white dress similar to Peyton’s.She wanted to match her mommy so that’s what she’s getting.
“I’m goin’ now.The girls aren’t down here yet, right?”I ask, looking around the game room we’ve been hanging out in so we don’t mess up the common room while the Prospects put the finishing touches on everything.
“Marie is the only one here.Kelly is up with Peyton and the rest of the girls as they get ready.The queen of our club is makin’ sure nothin’ goes wrong and the Prospects do the job right,” Brick informs me as I drain the last of my water and hand the bottle over to our new Prospect.
