Perhaps movement would banish the lingering unease of what she had seen — or felt.
She descended the back stairs, her hand trailing lightly along the banister. The lower corridor lay in near darkness, broken only by the faint glow of embers in the morning room grate.
She had taken only a few steps when a figure emerged from the shadow at the far end of the hall.
She stopped, a squeak of alarm escaping her.
“Good God,” Adrian said softly. “I did not mean to startle you.”
Her hand rose to her throat. “Adrian? What are you doing here?”
“I might ask the same of you.”
He stood in shirtsleeves, waistcoat discarded, his cravat loosened. The informality of his appearance struck her at once. It was not the first time he’d been in such a state of undressin their home. After all, he practically lived there. But not since things had changed between them, not since the new awareness had blossomed between them.
“I thought you had gone,” she said. She knew he’d come to the house after the theater.That was their normal routine, but typically by that hour he would have departed for his own lodgings.
“I was having brandy with Julien earlier but the hour grew so late, he suggested I simply stay. He turned in some time ago.” His gaze moved over her — not boldly, but with unmistakable awareness — taking in the wrapper gathered at her throat, the loose fall of her hair, the softness of her appearance unarmored by daylight composure. “I did not expect to encounter you wandering the corridors like a restless ghost.”
“I could not sleep.” It wasn’t entirely untruthful. She had slept, but following her dream, the likelihood of reclaiming her rest was nigh to impossible. Still, the admission felt too intimate in the darkness between them.
Silence settled. The house seemed to hold its breath, almost in anticipation of… something. He moved closer. Not enough to touch, but just enough that she felt the warmth of him.
“You look as though you have seen something that unsettled you,” he said quietly.
Had she truly thought he did not see her? If that was true, then how did he know her so well? How did he seem to understand things about her that she was no longer certain she understood about herself? She could not give an answer to him that would not reveal too much, so she remained silent.
The memory of the dream terrace lingered forefront in her mind—not in fragments, but in full bloom, almost as if it were playing out in her mind the way one might read a scene in a book. Except she wasn’t just seeing it. The feeling of it came as well, engaging her senses in a way that seemed to defy the notionthat dreams and reality were a separate sphere. It seems so real and so dangerous. Warmth, color, the tenderness of his mouth, the slow draining of life from the world. Her pulse quickened, and she became acutely aware of how alone they were, how silent the house lay around them.
No servants would pass. No curious eyes would intrude. No Lord Marklynne to cast a pall with his steady and mildly disapproving presence. There was only darkness. Only the strange pull that seemed to suggest even the breath of space between them was too much.
“Eleanor,” he said softly.
Her name sounded different when spoken in the quietness of a darkened house — less familiar, more intimate. More tempting as it fell from his lips.
She should step back. And yet she did not.
He lifted his hand slowly, giving her time to refuse. When his fingers touched her cheek, warmth spread through her just as it had on that terrace in her dream.
“You are trembling,” he murmured, mirroring his very comment from her dream earlier.
Like him, she felt unable to do anything other than repeat what had already passed in that slumberous dream state. “I am not.”
His mouth curved faintly as he stepped in, closing the remaining distance between them. Every movement was deliberate, slow. Giving her a chance to retreat or flee all together. When she didn’t, he bent his head.
This kiss was not tentative. It was not stolen beneath lantern light or shadowed by interruption. It was deeper, steadier, charged with the knowledge that neither of them could pretend ignorance of any longer. His hand moved to her waist, drawing her closer still, and she felt the solid warmth of him through the thin layers of clothing between them.
She clutched at his sleeve, not to push him away, but to remain upright beneath the force of feeling rising through her. That anchor kept her knees from buckling as the force of emotion and sensation raged within her.
Time became meaningless as his mouth moved over hers with breathtaking skill. It might have been seconds, minutes, hours. It was simultaneously too much and yet not enough. The press of his lips was never still, always changing, shifting, keeping her guessing and always one step behind. Just enough that she could not anticipate and could instead only cling to him as he guided them along a path familiar only to him.
When he nipped gently at her lower lip, his teeth scraping over the full curve, she shuddered. Her lips parted in surprise but also in an instinctive invitation. And it was an invitation he accepted. His tongue swept past her lips, sliding with sensual languor against hers. It was shocking. It was terrifying. And she never wanted it to end. It left her spinning and breathless, like she’d whirled too enthusiastically about a dance floor. But this… this was so much more.
When he drew back slightly, just enough to break the kiss, his forehead rested lightly against hers. Neither spoke, but then neither needed to. All that needed to be spoken between them had been expressed eloquently in that kiss.
Somewhere above them, the house settled with a faint creak, a reminder of the world beyond the corridor. Reality pressed in. But the warmth remained.
And Eleanor knew, with a clarity that both steadied and frightened her, that the greater danger was not gossip, nor scandal, nor even heartbreak.
