“You even said fuck. I think we’re a bad influence on you, Angel. You’ve turned violent and you have a filthy mouth now.”
I circled my arms around his neck and bit his earlobe.
“It could be filthier.”
He gripped my hips and groaned.
“You’ve had a long day, Angel.”
I knew I wouldn’t sleep, even if I drank a glass of warm milk and curled up in bed, so I wanted to spend my energy a different way. I also wanted to make sure they knew I wasn’t an actual angel with a shiny halo that meant they needed to treat me like I was precious.
I let my cardigan slip off one shoulder and batted my eyelashes at Theo.
“But what if I want a long night, too?”
Leon pulled me away from Theo and held me with my back pressed to his front. His big hands covered my stomach and it didn’t even cross my mind to worry about what he’d think about how soft it was.
“You feeling brave, sweet girl?”
“Do I need to beg?” I turned my head to look at him and pouted. “I’ll beg, Sir.”
He hardened against my lower back and groaned.
“We’ve created a monster.”
I slipped away from him and stood facing them as I let the other side of my cardigan slip off my shoulder before slowly letting it drop to the ground. Then I grabbed the bottom of my lingerie and pulled it over my head. Standing there naked, I felt sexy and powerful, so unlike how I’d felt for most of my life. I felt empowered. And for the first time, I wasn’t worried about becoming my mom. I liked dirtier things than I ever thought I could and I explored that with the three men I loved. No one else would ever touch me like they did. If I was a…slut…it was only for them.
I dropped to my knees and took the submissive position they liked. With my eyes on the ground I had no way of knowing what they were thinking so I just had to hold my breath and wait. I was starting to really worry when Dominic walked past me and locked the bedroom door.
He moved to stand behind me and trailed his finger over my shoulder.
“Stand up and bend over the bed, Angel.”
A wave of nerves hit but I still scrambled to do what he said. I placed my forearms on the bed and dropped my head.
“Anything you want, Sir.”
“I want you to be a good girl and only speak if you need to say your safe word or if something doesn’t feel right.” Dominic was using his bossy voice and I shivered over it. It just did something to me. “Say yes, Sir, if you understand.”
“Yes, Sir!”
He chuckled and trailed his fingertip down my spine and over my butt. He stopped his journey when that finger was pressed into my crack.
“Let’s see if you can make it through the prep first, Angel.”
I was dying to ask what that meant but none of them volunteered any information. When I heard a door open andtried to shy away, Dominic bent over me and kissed my shoulder.
“It’s only Leon going to get the things we’ll need to prep you.”
I was still tense and worried, even knowing it wasn’t a stranger walking in on us. That ‘prep’ word was really starting to make me nervous. What prep? What did that mean? Any chance of me relaxing about it vanished when a literal basket of sex toys was set down on the bed right in front of my face. It wasn’t easy to fight the urge to speak up. I hadso manyquestions.
“You ready to show us just how brave you think you are?” Leon rattled the basket and reached inside. “Remember to use your safe word. Or say yellow if you need us to slow down. Nod if you understand.”
I nodded and then pressed my forehead into the duvet. I understood but I was still momentarily terrified over what he’d pull out of the basket. I’d seen some wild things at the club and I felt like it was better if I didn’t see whatever he pulled out.
“Stay perfectly still, Kitten.” He moved behind me and trailed something cool over my shoulder blades. The warmth of his fingers followed that coolness and left me burning in their wake. “We’re big men, Kitten. You can’t just take us without a little practice.”
Practice? I gasped when I felt something warm running down my butt. Then when a finger followed the liquid, I jumped and clutched the duvet. I was quickly delivered a hard slap across my right cheek for it.