Colours swirl at the edge of my vision.
The fear is still there like a cold knot in my stomach, but it’s being drowned by a rising tide of pressure, a dizzying, terrifying monster that seems to grow inside me.
A raw, screaming cry is torn from my throat as my body convulses under his hands. Lights flash behind my eyelids. The world vanishes into a vortex of pure, shattering sensation.
I go limp, boneless and trembling, waves of aftershock still rippling through me. Antonio turns off the vibrator and sets it aside. The sudden silence is deafening. He looks down at me, his expression unreadable for a moment before the mask of the cruel buyer slips back into place.
“One,” he says loudly. “A decent start but I paid to ruin you, and ruin is what I’ll get.”
Before I can even catch my breath, he’s flipping me over onto my stomach. He pulls my hips up, forcing me onto my knees, my face pressed into the silk. The way he manhandles my body makes me feel weightless despite my size. It’s also a testament to the sheer brute strength that he has, how impossible it would be to fight him.
Something presses against my soaked entrance, and I barely get a second to register it before he thrusts his hips forward.
He drives into me in one long, brutal thrust that steals the air from my lungs.
The pain is immediate, sharp, a tearing sensation as he takes my virginity. It’s excruciating, a wave of pure agony that steals my breath. Tears spring to my eyes again, hot and fresh.
“Shhh,” he soothes, the word feeling crueller than the pain. “It’s okay. Your cunt will get used to it.”
Every single movement he makes hurts. His cock is thick, hard, stretching me in ways I never thought possible. The pain is intense, a constant friction against the delicate muscle inside me. The pain is so intense, so sharp that it feels like it should break me. I scream out, I claw at the space in front of me, trying to get away, trying to get him off me but it’s not good. He’s too strong, too overpowering.
I want to beg him to stop.
I think I start to but his hand clamps around my mouth, silencing my words.
“You’ll learn.” He groans. “You’ll learn to love my cock, to love everything I do to you. To crave my touch, to crave every bit of attention I give you.”
I know that’s a lie. I’ll never want this, will never crave this.
“I hate you.” I scream, and it comes out muffled beneath his fingers.
A smile, cruel and sharp, spreads across his lips – he knows. He knows exactly what he’s doing, how he’s hurting me, and he doesn’t care.
He sets a punishing pace, each thrust a claim, a punishment, a branding.
The pain is still there, sharp and intense. The heat, the pressure, the way his cock hits something inside me and that piercing, no. I don’t want this. I don’t…
It’s building again. The same dizzying, terrifying heat that had claimed me moments before.
He fists a hand in my hair, pulling my head back, arching my spine. “I can feel that you like that, don’t you?” he snarls near my ear, his breath hot. “You like being used like this, being turned into just a hole to be fucked.”
The degradation, the crude truth of his words makes me clench around him tightly. A guttural groan rumbles from his chest.
“See? Your body knows what it is. It knows it belongs to me now.”
He slams into me, over and over, the sound of our bodies meeting, skin slapping against skin, echoing in the room. I am mindless with it. The pleasureis a sharp, bright pain, a friction that is igniting every nerve ending. I’m moaning with every thrust, pushing back against him, meeting his violence with my own need that I don’t even understand.
“You want more, you greedy slut?” he taunts.
“No,” I whimper. I can’t take more. I can’t. “Please…”
He laughs, a dark, delicious sound. “Liar. Your cunt is gripping me like a vice, your body is begging for it.”
He releases my hair, and his hand comes down hard on my arse cheek. The sharp sting makes me yelp and clench around him again, intensifying the confusing hateful sensations coursing through us both.
His thrusts become more erratic, harder, deeper. “Come for me,” he growls, “Come while I fuck you and let everyone here know that you’re mine.”
I shake my head. I tell myself over and over that I will not do that, that I will not give him that. He can use my body, he can use me like a whore but I will not submit, I will not give in and become that.
