Page 203 of Deprivation


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This is not about punishment anymore. That is too simple a word. This is about reclamation, about rewriting her very being, stroke by brutal stroke until the only truth she knows is the one I impart. Until her dreams of ever escaping me are erased, are replaced by a new, more brutal nightmare. One administered not by strangers, but by her husband, her Master, her God.

This horror is for her, and it is a seed I will plant so deep inside her that it will become the core of her.

It is the final, loving gift I can give her. The absolute destruction of the woman who tried to leave me so that a new, stronger, wholly mine creature can be born from the ruins.

I smile down at her, a loving husband smiling at his cherished young bride.

“Let’s begin,” I whisper, just for her.

And as I carry her towards the waiting men, the sounds of the party - the laughter, the music, the clinking glasses - seem to warp, twisting into a dissonant symphony that heralds the end of one life, and the terrifying beginning of another.

Four Months Later

The air in the Black Orchid Club is thick with the scent of expensive cigar smoke, spilled whiskey, and the delicious perfume of exposed desire. At the centre, spreadeagled on the velvet-draped stage, is my masterpiece. My wife.

Grace.

The ropes of crimson silk bite into the generous flesh of her wrists and ankles, pinning her against the dark fabric. I had her dressed in black lace lingerie but it’s a futile gesture, a tiny decorum stretched taut over a canvas of decadent flesh.

I have fed her well these last few months. Meticulously, cruelly even. Every rich sauce, every decadent pastry, every forced mouthful was a brick in the colossal prison I have built around her.

The weight she carries is my safety, my assurance.

Her body, soft and immense, is an anchor that keeps her from fleeing. She is a creature of pure sensation now, and I am the master of those sensations.

She cannot run. She can barely walk unaided from how I have moulded her. I have turned her body into a tomb, into a cell she can never break out of.

Beneath the hot, focused lights, her skin gleams with a fine sheen of sweat. I watch, my arms crossed as Richard finishes his appointed task. He pulls out of her with a wet sound, and then he lowers his head. The club falls into a hushed, anticipatory silence, broken only by Grace’s ragged whimpers.

Richard’s tongue works, cleaning his own spend from her arsehole and a shudder runs through her vast frame.

This is what I have made of her. This is what I need her to be.

Richard steps away, wiping his mouth with the back of his hand, a smirk of satisfaction on his face. I give a curt nod and another man, younger, more eager, ascends the stage. He doesn’t look at me; his eyes are only for the offering, not that I can blame him. My wife is the finest delicacy there is.

He fumbles with his trousers, and I step forward.

“The mouth,” I remind him, my voice low but carrying across the stage. He nods hastily, positioning himself at her head. I take my place between her legs, which are forced wide by their bindings. The sight of her, so utterly vulnerable, so completely mine sends a jolt of possessive power through me.

As I push into her, that familiar, suffocating heat envelops me.

Grace cries out, a muffled sound as the other man fills her mouth. Her body arches as much as the ropes allow, and it’s like a tidal wave of flesh. A low moan escapes her, vibrating through both of us.

“That’s it, take it, take it all.” I command. I bring my hand down sharply on the full curve of her breast. The sound is a crisp, sickening smack that echoes in the quiet room. The pale skin flushes an immediate, angry red. “You are my mindless whore. Nothing more. You feel what I allow you to feel, you enjoy whatever I choose to give you.”

I know she is feeling every moment of this. I saw the glassy sheen in her eyes before we began, the sluggish dilation of her pupils. The cocktail of opiates and stimulants has done its work, just like always. She is adrift on a chemical sea, where pain and pleasure are just different-coloured waves crashing against the shores of her consciousness.

Her whimpers soften, transforming. The resistance I saw moments ago melts away, replaced by a deep, guttural moan as I thrust into her. Her eyes, when they flutter open, are vacant. The brown irises roll back, showing the whites before settling into a hazy, unfocused stare.

She is gone. That sharp, defiant woman is buried deep, and the creature I have forged is rising to the surface. Obedient, responsive, lost in the brutal rhythm of her own degradation.

A fierce, triumphant pride swells in my chest.

This is victory.

This is control.

“That’s it,” I praise, my voice dropping to a fervent whisper.