Not violently.
Softly.
Like ice cracking under warm light.
I understood then — with terrifying clarity — that I wanted him to live.
Not because he was Daphne’s father.
Our daughter.
The beautiful name we chose for her together.
Not because responsibility tied us together.
But because the thought of a world where he no longer existed felt unbearably empty.
That realization frightened me more than hatred ever had.
From that day forward, things changed.
Slowly.
Painfully.
Not through dramatic apologies or grand declarations.
But through quiet consistency.
Hatred does not vanish overnight.
It erodes.
Like water carving stone.
Ruslan never demanded forgiveness.
He understood that it was not something I could hand over.
So he earned slivers of it instead.
He became protective — but not in a suffocating way.
In a reverent way.
After the threats from my father’s network started arriving again — anonymous envelopes slipped under gates, encrypted messages sent to old contacts — Ruslan responded without telling me.
One morning, I noticed security cameras that hadn’t been there before.
Subtle. Discreet.
Integrated into the architecture so carefully that they didn’t feel invasive.
Later I learned he had installed a layered security perimeter around the entire estate.
Drones.
Motion detection.