Derrick’s mouth opens with a gasp. The desperate, pleading sound sends shivers down my spine. He clutches at my waist as if I’ll float away if he doesn’t ground me.
Part of me feels like I will.
Our lips find one another, and the kiss quickly deepens,as I throw my arms around his neck. I can feel how slick I am already, and the swell of his knot bumps into me every time I move my hips and grind against him.
He swears to himself as he pulls our mouths apart. “If we don’t stop, I’m going to take you right here, and I don’t think I can stop myself from knotting you if I do.”
“Take me, Derrick. I’m yours. Knot me. I want my first time with you.”
Surprise flickers across his face, whether at my admission that I didn’t fuck Grant or Ivan or that I’m okay with sleeping with him on a plane, I’m not sure.
He picks me up and gently lays me on the bed, bracing himself with his hands on either side of my head.
“Are you sure?”
“So sure.”
Derrick, my Alpha, bends and presses a soft kiss on my lips before sitting back on his heels and reaching for the hem of my shirt. He moves with a gentle grace as he pulls it over my head. His follows mine to a pile on the floor.
He worships me with soft kisses and nibbles down my neck and throat, stopping to remove my bra so he can suck one of my nipples into his mouth.
I want him so bad. My body is cramping, aching for him, and I don’t think I can wait any longer. Bonding him must have triggered another heat spike, because I’m desperate to feel him inside me.
So desperate that I pull his mouth away from me and work at my pants, wiggling them down my hips and legs. They get stuck on my shoes, and he has to help me slide them off. Then he tugs his belt open and pushes his pants and boxers off in one smooth movement.
I’ve seen his dick before. He sent me photos. But it didn’t prepare me for this. The knot on the base is alreadyswelling, and liquid pools on the tip. My mouth waters with the desire to taste him.
Then another cramp hits me, and I know I need him inside me right now.
“Alpha.” The word is a pleading whine.
His grey eyes flash behind his glasses as he pushes me to the bed and crawls over top of me. I can feel his arousal pushing against me, his knot bumping into my clit as he moves his hips in tight circles.
“What do you need, Omega?” Another desperate whine slips out, and I thrust my hips into his, but he silences me with a kiss. “I need to open you up, honey. I don’t want to hurt you.”
“I was made for you.” I put a leg around his hips and try to pull him closer. “I can take you.”
“Just because you can doesn’t mean you should have to.” He reaches between us and strokes a finger through my slick core before pushing it inside me. I clench around him, the intrusion wonderful but not enough.
“I’ve used toy knots. I can handle it.”
A wicked smile transforms his face from soft to predatory. “Oh, you think so? I’m trying to control myself, Omega. I’m trying to make sure your first time is beautiful and romantic.”
“Don’t control yourself. I want you, not the version of you movies say I should want.”
That’s all the permission he needs to relinquish control to his hindbrain. He grips himself around the base of his knot and guides himself to my entrance. The feeling that overcomes me as he pushes inside runs all the way to my toes, a shock to every one of my nerve endings at once.
This is nothing like a toy, that’s for sure.
The heat of him as he fills me has my eyes rolling backin my head. I’m going to combust even though he’s holding himself still as I adjust to his size.
I slide my hand down my body to my clit, but he bats it away. “You said you wanted me? Then hands off. This is my pussy. My clit. You’ll come when I say you can.”
Shit, what have I gotten myself into? Do I want to be edged during my first time?
Yeah, I do. I said I wanted Derrick, and this is him.
“My safe word is red.” It’s barely more than a whisper, but it’s acceptance of what he plans to do to me.
