Page 148 of First Loss


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I smile in sweet relief as he fills me whole, and I let him take the reins, drawing an orgasm from me as I grind dreamily against him. So full. So nice.

“You’re so sexy, baby,” he grunts, and I feel his cock flex inside of me.

When I blink at his reflection, a drop of sweat snakes down the side of his face as tendrils of control escape him.

My climax is so close with his demanding fingers on my clit, all it takes is a few circles of my hips for my eyes to roll back and every muscle in my body to clench like I’ve been hit by a bomb.

“Fuck, ahh,” I scream as my ass clenches with exertion around his steel length. My palms smack the counter as I’m rocked by the explosion.

His heavy breathing and rough grunts of pleasure hardly hit my ears, but his cock flexes, extending my orgasm as his release fills me.

“Jesus Christ,” he sputters as he tries to catch his breath, bracing his hands on the counter on either side of me. “You’re going to kill me, baby. You’re incredible.”

I smile against the cold granite and feel the wetness under my cheek of my fallen tears.

Deliciously good tears.

* * *

“I’m really happy for you.” Thea’s arms wrap around my neckfrom behind, where I sit on a bar stool. Hayes would only leave my side to go get drinks once I was surrounded by all our friends.

He and Jesse promised to get the first round while Nathan, Jackson, and even Lochlan stand around the table of girls like our own personal bodyguards. You would never know I’m the one with the stalker, the way they watch over all of us.

I’ve had groups of friends here and there, but nothing like this. People who care about you like a big family would.

“You’re just glad that I won the case and you didn’t waste your time coming to watch.”

“Nooo,” she laughs. “Well, that too, but I meant I’m happy for you and Hayes. I love seeing you guys eye fuck each other from across the room.”

“Ha! We were not.”

“Uh, you are constantly, but at least now you get to actually doit. Watching you two dance around your feelings for one another was torturous for everyone.”

“Wow, thanks.” I scoff in fake offense, and she giggles.

“Drink extra for me tonight since I’m sober for at least the next year.” She sighs.

“We were supposed to do it together,” I finally admit to her.

“I know,” she says, knowing exactly what I mean. “My third one might be our golden ticket, though.”

“Maybe.”

She spins me around in my chair, and I have to grasp the table to keep from falling over. “Unless you’re pregnant now?”

“What? No,” I laugh, smacking her arm. “But maybe I won’t wait.” I shrug. “I’ve loved Hayes since I was 16 years old…”

“There’s no right or wrong time if you feel ready. Jesse and I hardly waited, and my family is the best thing that’s everhappened to me.”

I bite my nail, looking at my friend and glancing over towards the bar where the love of my life is balancing four drinks in his hands.

“I could use a little more one-on-one time with him. Make up for lost time, ya know.” I wink at Thea, and she laughs.

“Oh, I know.”

Chapter Forty-Eight

Hayes