Bingley paled, and Darcy turned away from him to pace. “Darcy… I trusted you. I brought her to your house because I believed—”
“It was not a seduction, Bingley. I only wanted to talk to her, to see what she understood, to find out if we two could somehow, together, discover what was to be done. And the best answer we had was… well, it does not matter, because I was on the edge of a collapse when she pulled away. And that was the moment of fracture.”
Bingley’s mouth parted. “You cannot mean—”
“I do.”
The wind stirred along the broken edge of the drive. Somewhere behind them, a plank thudded against brick.
Bingley’s voice dropped almost to nothing. “Darcy. That was felt thirty miles away.”
“I am aware.”
“And I suppose you are going to tell me that the candles at the wedding had something to do with all this?”
Darcy’s jaw tightened. “A vow was spoken that opened a line which had long been dormant. Not of inheritance, but of access.”
Bingley frowned. “This is all… rather fantastical.”
“And have you ever known me to be given to whimsy? Bingley, listen. Collins is not merely a bridegroom and not merely a Bennet cousin. He is her ladyship’s instrument in Hertfordshire. When he bound himself to Mary Bennet in marriage, not mere maternal kinship, that bond did not settle succession. It granted proximity. It placed adversarial influence—however improperly interpreted—within the very household that stands nearest the fault.”
Bingley looked from the house to the fields beyond, as though the explanation might be written somewhere in the frost-burned grass.
“And you,” he said at last, “where do you stand in this?”
Darcy gestured vaguely. “Harrowe describes my role as the ‘witness.’ A sort of counterweight.”
Bingley let out a long, unsteady breath. “And what is required of the witness?”
Darcy glanced once more toward Harrowe, who had crouched now to examine the foundation stone, oblivious to everything but the earth. “A vow kept,” he said. “Fully. Not symbolically. Not in convenience. Kept at… cost.”
Bingley’s expression shifted again—no longer confusion, but dawning comprehension edged with alarm. “And if it is not?”
Darcy looked up at the cracked façade of Netherfield, at the stair that could not bear a single step.
“You have already seen the beginning of that answer.”
The inn was quieterthan it had any right to be.
Darcy had taken a chamber overlooking the yard, though there was little to see beyond a lantern swinging in the wind and the dark line of the road stretching north. Bingley had retired hours ago, full of restless speculation and practical concerns. Harrowe had remained below with a map from Netherfield’s library and a mug he had forgot to drink from. Brutus lay curled at the foot of the bed, breathing slow and heavy, as though the world had not split in two.
Darcy sat awhile in the chair by the hearth, coat discarded, cravat loosened, the fire reduced to embers. He had ridden hard that day, had walked the fields again until the frost soaked through his boots, had stood at the hollow and found nothing but silence where the earth had answered him before.
He closed his eyes only when they refused to remain open.
Sleep did not take him at once. It slid over him gradually, the room softening, the hiss of the coals blending with the wind against the shutters. He did not feel the moment the chamber altered.
He was standing in his chambers at his house in London. The fire burned cleanly. No smoke, no flare. The lamps were lit, but did not flicker. The air was warm, ordinary, untroubled. He knew the room as one knows a place by heart—the precise curve of thechaise, the faint sheen on the furniture where light struck polished wood, the shadow cast by the table upon the far wall.
Shestood before him.
Elizabeth did not appear as an apparition or a vision half-formed. She was wholly herself. Her hair lay loose over her shoulders, not braided for sleep, not confined for propriety, but blown free—almost as a bride loosed her hair for her husband. Her gown was simple, pale, without ornament, and the sheer fabric almost looked like a living thing. There was colour in her cheeks, mischief on her lips, and a spark in her eyes. No tremor in her hands.
He did not question how she had come there. He did not question whether he was dreaming. The knowledge of her was so immediate, so complete, that doubt would have been absurd.
He reached, one finger curled as if to brush the whispery edge of her sleeve. “You are well.”
She smiled. Not the brittle, determined smile she had worn when she refused to frighten him, but something quieter. “Am I?”