Page 175 of The Lady of the Thorn


Font Size:

There was water—no, tea—bitter and too hot at once, the rim of a cup touching her mouth and retreating again. A sound like barking reached her from a great distance,abrupt and insistent, then vanished as though it had never been. She frowned faintly, the effort pulling at her temples, and the sound was gone.

More voices. Jane’s, always Jane’s. A woman she did not immediately recognise—cooler, brisker, speaking as though the matter were already settled. Miss Bingley, perhaps. Elizabeth did not care enough to be certain.

The carriage moved again.

She woke all atonce.

Not gradually, not by effort, but as if a veil had been drawn aside, letting in the glaring light of day. The motion remained—the familiar rocking of the carriage—but the weight in her head was gone, the pressure behind her eyes eased to nothing. Light resolved into shape. Sound found its proper distance.

Elizabeth pushed herself upright.

Jane gasped. “Lizzy—oh, Lizzy!”

“I am quite awake,” Elizabeth said, surprised to find her own voice unshaken. Her throat felt dry, but it obeyed her. She took in the carriage with a single, lucid glance: the facing seats, the narrow window, Miss Bingley opposite her with a hand half-raised in instinctive alarm. Jane’s fingers were still clasped tightly around hers.

“Why,” Elizabeth asked, after a moment, “am I in a carriage?”

Jane laughed and caught at her sleeve in relief. “Because you were ill, and Papa agreed it would be best—”

“In Mr Bingley’s carriage,” Elizabeth went on, turning her head slightly as the gentleman in question leaned forward at once. “Which suggests Papa is not here, and I was not consulted.”

Mr Bingley smiled, earnest and unmistakably pleased. “You were in no condition to be consulted, I am afraid. But you are improved already—quite improved. Miss Elizabeth, I cannot tell you what a comfort it is to see you sit up so.”

Elizabeth looked from one face to the next. Jane’s eyes were bright with unshed tears. Miss Bingley’s expression had settled into careful interest. “Where are we going?”

“Papa decided on Ramsgate,” Jane said. “Only for a little while. Mr Wickham was very clear that achange of air…”

“Would do wonders,” Mr Bingley finished cheerfully. “And upon my word, it seems he was right. You look entirely yourself again.”

Elizabeth drew in a breath, experimentally. Her chest rose without protest. No dizziness followed. She pressed her fingertips together, half-expecting the familiar weakness to return, and felt only the ordinary stiffness of having lain too long in one position.

“Mr Wickham?” She blinked. “He… he has been a good friend to us, yes?”

“The very kindest,” Jane agreed with watery eyes. “And he was quite right, though I’ve no idea how he understood what ailed you better than a doctor. Papa listened to him, though, and believed that Mr Wickham comprehended something that… well, quite frankly, I do not know how to credit, but it was true, I believe. It is only a pity he had to remain with his regiment, for one wants such a friend at a time like this.”

Elizabeth blinked. “And Papa? Where is he?”

“He remains at Longbourn for now,” Jane said quickly. “Mary’s wedding is too near, and Mama—well.” She smiled with effort. “Papa would not hear of you lingering and wasting away waiting for Mary’s wedding when you could be helped elsewhere. He was content—well, perhaps ‘content’ is too strong a word, but he thought it best to trust us to see you safely settled.”

Elizabeth leaned back against the cushions, absorbing this. The carriage swayed onward, the light at the window growing thicker, more grey. Outside, the road had begun to fill—more carts, more voices, a distant haze that softened the edges of buildings as they rose ahead.

“It is rather smokier than Hertfordshire,” Jane observed, peering out. “Can that possibly be good for you, Lizzy? I had forgot quite how—”

“Nonsense,” Mr Bingley said. “London smoke is a trifle compared to the country damp at this time of year. And see how well you bear it.” He nodded toward Elizabeth with unmistakable satisfaction. “You have been awake these several minutes, and not a trace of faintness.”

Miss Bingley inclined her head. “It is quite remarkable. One is always glad to see suchtimelyimprovement.”

The carriage slowed. Stopped. There was a brief flurry of voices outside, the thud of hooves, the clink of harness. Elizabeth accepted a cup pressed into her hands and drank without difficulty, the tea sharp and warm. Someone offered her bread. She ate it, surprised to find an appetite waiting.

Horses were changed. The door closed again. The carriage rolled forward.

Elizabeth settled back, still alert, still clear. The motion no longer felt oppressive. For the first time in days—weeks—her thoughts lined up obediently, one after another, without slipping away.

At first, Elizabeth thoughtit was only fatigue returning—an ordinary thing, almost welcome. Then the warmth crept back, swift and unmistakable, flooding her limbs as though she had been wrapped too tightly. Her temples began to throb. Light flared behind her eyes, not painfully at first, but insistently, like fingers testing a bruise.

She closed her eyes.

The carriage lurched slightly as the road changed beneath the wheels. The motion tilted her stomach. She swallowed once, then again, but the effort sent the world sliding sideways. Jane’s voice reached her—asking something, softly—but the words would not hold their shapes.