He was right to be worried about us starting a relationship.
Luke couldn’t find out.
He would take Milo away from me if he did.
Luke took away everything that brought me joy.
I was so fucking selfish for pursuing Milo the way I was. Guilt and desire warred deep in my chest, and I wished for a moment that I wasn’t so fucking weak.
But, as Milo wrapped his arms around my naked waist, his semi-hard cock rubbing against my thigh as he shifted deeper into my embrace, I knew I was helpless to stop whatever it was that was blooming between us.
I’d been alone for so long. I couldn’t trust anybody here, not even Sebastian. Not really. As much as he hated Luke, Sebastian was desperate for his father’s approval. It wasn’t ideal that he’d seen me with Milo. Kissing him in public like that had been a huge mistake on my part.
However, I was pretty sure I’d been able to convince Seb it had just been a one-time thing. A lapse in judgment that I blamed on the alcohol, despite the fact that I’d only had one beer.
I would just need to be more careful moving forward.
Now that I knew Milo was mine behind closed doors, it would be easier to keep my hands to myself when we weren’t in the safety of our cubes.
The cubes were monitored like the rest of the campus was, but NOVA was my creation, and no matter how hard Luke had tried to gain admin access to her servers, he would never be able to fully take her from me. NOVA had strict orders to never share anything personal about me with Luke unless I’d okayed it first, and no matter how many times Lukehad tried to get technicians in here to modify her base code, he’d never been successful.
I was the only one with the admin version of Nexus on my phone, and without access to that or the geographical location of her main drivers, she was impossible to hack. I’d built her core computers off campus. She was safely nestled in my father’s cottage in the mountains. No one but me knew where she operated from, so if I told NOVA to keep the comings and goings of mine and Milo’s cubes secret, there was nothing Luke could do about it.
It was enough to keep us safe for now… I hoped.
Shoving down my anxieties, I turned my attention back to the sleeping man in my arms. We were both still naked from the night before, and I gently stroked my fingers up and down the soft skin of his back, enjoying the way he shivered slightly at my touch.
Mine.
A possessive voice rumbled through my mind as I dropped another kiss on his head.
All fucking mine.
In every way.
He was avirgin.
No one had ever been with him before. Outside of kissing him, I was going to have the privilege of every one of Milo’s firsts.
I couldn’t wait to fuck him.
Not wanting to push him too far too soon, I’d stuck with blow jobs and my fingers the night before, but I wanted everything with this man.
If he let me, I would give him every single thing he asked of me.
I hadn’t been exaggerating when I’d told him the world wasn’t ready for him. His mind was like nothing I’d ever seen before.
He was so fucking smart. He had a sort of creative, effortless brilliance that took my breath away. He came up with ideas and solutions to things with an ease that made me feel clumsy and stupid, and I was a literal, on-paper genius.
My brain worked in straight lines, but Milo’s brain worked in a sort of organic mess of dots that only he seemed able to connect.
When I was working through a problem, I was forced to barrel and hack through barriers to get to a solution. Milo seemed to almost jumpright over them, land on a new path I hadn’t been able to see, and shortcut to an option that most people wouldn’t have even considered viable.
It was so fucking hot.
Everything about him made me crazy.
The tiny sounds he made when I sucked him.
