Anger flashed across Gabe’s beautiful face, but I knew it wasn’t for me. It was because I felt the need to apologize for something I never should have needed to feel shame for in the first place.
“Don’t apologize for that, baby. Never for that.”
Thrust.
“Gabe—I’m—fuck!”
“Give it to me, Shemhazai. I want all of it. I want to see you come apart, then I’ll put you back together again.”
The pressure was building to a breaking point, and my cock suddenly stiffened so much it almost hurt.
“It’s—oh fuck—” I gasped, my eyes rolling back into my head as the slow build of my orgasm finally hit an explosive crescendo.
My cock erupted between us, and it convulsed so violently with my release that my vision blacked out with each spurt.
Cum shot between us. It splattered across Gabe’s chest and coated the underside of my jaw. Gabe ran his tongue up my neck, lapping up my cum as my cock continued to detonate between us.
“Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck!”I cried as Gabe rode me through it.
“That’s it, baby, shh, shh. You’re okay. You’re comingsogood for me. You’re so fucking beautiful like this…”
“Nnnghh—fuck,I—holy fuck…” I moaned, arching up into him as I came and came and came. I’d never come this long before. The slow build had resulted in the most intense orgasm I’d ever experienced in my long, immortal life, and it was the first orgasm I ever had that I didn’t feel some level of shame over.
Gabe was watching me fall apart like it was the most amazing thing he’d ever seen. He made it feel like a good thing… And it was.
It was a product of him loving me—taking care of me—and it hurt so good I could have fucking cried.
“Come inside me—” I rasped, and he dropped his head to my chest and pistoned his hips a few more times before he let go, too.
He grunted as he erupted, his cock swelling and spilling hot cum deep inside me. I clenched, doing my best to milk him as he came apart.
“Shemhazai,”he said my name like a prayer, and again, I was struck by how much I loved hearing it spill from his lips.
“Shemhazai, Shemhazai, Shemhazai… I love you, baby. Iloveyou.”
He collapsed on top of me, and I sighed, closing my eyes and wrapping my arms around him to pull him closer to me.
This was where I belonged.
Cradled in the arms of the man who loved me beneath a canopy of ebony feathers that shielded me from the rest of the world.
If I could spend every day for the rest of eternity just like this, I think I could finally allow myself to be happy.
Icleaned Shemhazai up. As I dug through the drawer for some wipes, I ensured I didn’t leave him exposed for even a minute.
He trembled beneath me as I gently wiped the cum away. I expected him to fight me and protest as I reached between his legs to clean him there, too, but he just let out the most adorable little whimper and relaxed into it.
My heart was so full I didn’t know how to handle it. I felt like I was on the verge of both laughing and crying.
Shemhazai was mine.
He hadn’t told me that he loved me, but he had tried to, and for now, that was enough.
The way he watched me as I handed him his clothes—knowing he liked to be fully dressed after having an orgasm—lit up my whole world.
He was looking at me like he trusted me. There was a vulnerability in those gorgeous green eyes, and I knew in my soul that I had just been entrusted with something precious.
What happened here tonight marked a major change in our relationship.
