I closed my eyes, doing my best to open my throat to receive him.
His cock started throbbing in my mouth, and I reached up to massage his balls as he came. Hot spurts of cum hit the back of my throat, and even though he warned me, the sensation was new and came as a surprise.
I choked and sputtered on his release, and it pooled in my mouth, sliding down my chin as I did my best to guzzle it up.
“Fuck, Ryan. That’s so fucking good. Look at you, swallowing my cum like a perfect little angel,” he purred as I continued to bob on him, doing my best to take everything he was giving me. His praise made me feel so warm and safe. My head was spinning, and I thought for a moment that my life would literally never be the same again.
When his cock began to soften, he pulled me off him and used his thumb to wipe away the cum that had dribbled down my chin. He held his now-wet fingers up to my lips and pressed them into my mouth.
“Clean it up, baby. You made a mess,” he murmured, and I wrapped my lips around his fingers, sucking his cum off them the way he wanted.
Cal dropped to his knees before me and slammed his lips into mine, kissing me like he was a starving man in the desert. I curled my fingers in his hair and kissed him back, loving the way he sucked and nipped at my lips until they were swollen and puffy.
“You’re fucking perfect, Ryan,” he whispered against me, and a strange lump formed in my throat.
Why did it make me feel so good when he said things like that to me?
“Does that mean I did a good job then?” I joked, pulling back slightly so I could meet his eyes. He was grinning at me, his warm brown eyes sparkling.
“Yes, baby. You did a fuckingamazingjob.” He reached down and cupped my rock-hard dick over my suit pants, and I let out an embarrassingly loud whimper.
“Now it’s my turn.” He smirked. “Sit on the bed. I’m going to suck you till you forget your fucking name.”
The sounds Ryan made as he came down my throat should be fucking illegal. By the time I was finished sucking him off, I was hard and leaking again. I didn’t think I would ever get enough of my sweet ginger baby.
After he came, he turned into a quivering puddle of goo, and I climbed up on the bed and lay next to him, pulling him into my chest.
We were both fully naked together for the first time, and it was making it difficult to behave. I wanted to fuck him so bad, but I wasn’t sure if he was ready to cross that line yet. He seemed to respond positively when I brushed my fingers over his asshole while I had been blowing him, but I didn’t want to justdo it quickly before dinner with his mom and my sister waiting downstairs.
When it happened, I wanted to take my time with him.
Make it special.
I had never cared about making sex special before, but Ryan was so different from anyone I had ever met.
Despite how shy and unsure of himself he was in the bedroom, the way he held himself in his day-to-day life was so attractive to me.
He always seemed to be so confident and focused when he was working. He was all proper and organized. My baby was an adorable little control freak, and I loved watching him calculate his surroundings and make decisions. He was always so thoughtful and seemed to take the time to weigh the pros and cons of every little thing.
I wasn’t like that.
My brain just did whatever it wanted and made snap judgment calls that often got me into trouble.
It was partially why I loved taking control and dominating the shit out of my partners. Much like how Ryan wanted to relinquish control in bed, I sought it out. Because let’s be serious, outside of the bedroom, I had no idea what the fuck I was doing half the time and was just winging it.
Sex, on the other hand… I knew what the fuck I was doing with sex.
In my real life, Ryan made me feel grounded. Like I had an anchor that was finally sturdy enough to hold me down and keep me from floating away in the sea of chaos that was my fucking life.
Laying on our sides facing each other, I stroked his face and left a gentle kiss on his swollen lips. He closed his eyes and hummed, making a warm but very scary feeling well up in my chest.
“That was…amazing,”he murmured, and suddenly I felt like I was literally flying.
“You enjoyed yourself, baby?” I whispered, and he nodded, giving me one of his adorably shy smiles.
“We should do that all the time.”
“Don’t have to ask me twice.” I smirked. “I’ll suck you off anytime you want, gorgeous, just say the words.
