Her hips move in a tantalizing way. Her cunt grips me so fucking tight I almost pass out from the pleasure. She grips my chest, using me to keep her upright as she fucks.
“How good does this pussy feel?” she asks.
“Fuck, amazing. So fucking good,” I whine for her as she moves. “The best thing I’ve ever felt.” And that’s so true. This is the only thing that’s actually made me feel better since she left.
“You want this pussy? You want me to give it to you every day, maybe my other holes too?”
“Whatever you want,” I beg as she rides me closer and closer to my orgasm. It’s been so long, and being back with her is too good.
“I want you to stay with me, Soren. No more drugs, no more self-pity.”
When she rides me like this, I want to give her everything, even the things I don’t think I’m capable of. I close my eyes, cursing my inability to be better for her, but her soft palm takes my chin, and I open my eyes.
“You are mine. It’s just us now. The guys will come around, and everything will be okay.” She’s saying a lot of things I wouldn’t have dared to hope for. Her brows furrow, determination so clearly stamped on her face, and I realize even if she’s wrong, she means every word she’s saying. She’s trying to prove it to me right now that she wants me and isn’t going anywhere.
I don’t deserve her, but I need her.
Tears burn the back of my eyes, and I try to ignore the way she seems to rip pain and pleasure out of me at once. I need to get closer to her, so I try to sit up. She adjusts herself until we are face-to-face. My hands sink into her soft hair, and I finally kiss her. She moans and grinds her hips into me as our tongues tangle. She tastes like forbidden fruit, sweet and tart and full of promise.
We kiss and fuck like it’s our first time, and we’re desperate to feel what it’s like to finally be together. Wrapping my arms fully around her, almost every part of our skin touches as she shamelessly chases her orgasm. This raw sexual energy is one of my favorite things about Sable. She’s been this way since the first night with Lex and Orion when I heard them all fucking, responsive, ready. She likes to feel good, and she’s not shy about getting it for herself.
Her nails dig into my shoulders, and she moans into my mouth. Muscles taut, I thrust into her, and I lift her like a doll just to push my cock deeper into her. I bury my nose into her neck, breathing her in deep, and when I close my eyes, I don’t see all the shit that happened to me. Fuck, I don’t see anything but Sable.
She’s printed under my eyelids, all around me, gripping my cock like a vise and crying my name as I unravel. There’s nothing before Sable, and definitely nothing after. She’s my true north, my home. When she comes around my cock, I know this is whatI need to be happy. Nothing but her. I come a moment after her, my orgasm starting at the base of my spine but filling me with ecstasy throughout my entire body.
“Sable,” I moan her name against her lips, and she kisses me with so much want I almost believe this is enough.
There’s no doubt she’s it for me, the only fucking girl I’ve ever wanted, the only one who has this power over the five of us. She brought fucking Hadrian back. Even though he was made to come to Bellthorn, I know he wouldn’t be one of us if it weren’t for her. She slows to a stop, and we both pant like we did a long workout. Her eyes run over me, and there isn’t a hint of disgust, but rather something else.
“I love you,” I say, the truth spilling out of me like water from a faucet.
Her eyes search me for a long moment like she no longer trusts what I’m saying. I try not to be upset that she doesn’t love me back. Honestly, she shouldn’t. Having her in my arms is more than I deserve, and I’m not stupid enough to demand more.
“I love you, too,” she says.
The confession is quiet, and I frown, wondering if I heard it right.
“I had a lot of time to think in that bedroom. Most of it was about how hurt I was that you didn’t love me back. That you would choose to do that to me.”
“Sable—” I start, but she covers my mouth with two fingers.
“I know you didn’t choose her. We’re good now.”
My forehead drops to hers. “Can you keep my secret?”
She sighs like the idea of another secret is tiring. “I won’t say anything. But you’re not taking those pills anymore, deal?”
She lifts her hand between us, and unfortunately, it seems fair.
“Deal,” I agree.
“And…”
“And?”
“And you need to tell your brother the truth about what happened, because if you did, he would not only forgive you but he would also regret everything he’s said and done to hurt you.”
I shake my head. “You don’t know that. You don’t get how much he hates me.”
