Page 28 of Behind Locked Doors


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Most of the horses settled the second the tack came off. They shook, snorted, lowered their heads to hay like the storm was already last week.

The bay in the far stall wasn’t most horses.

He was big, with a white blaze and eyes showing white at the edges. His head was high like he could see lightning coming through walls. The storm didn’t just scare him. It rewired him.

Rose reached his stall. And in the space of one step, she changed.

The command voice stayed, but the edges softened. “Hey,” she murmured, the sound meant for the horse alone. “Hey, Ricky. I’ve got you.”

Another crack of thunder hit and his body surged, not aggressive, just desperate. His shoulder bumped her hard enough that she rocked back a step.

I didn’t think. I just moved.

I stepped into the stall at an angle, giving Ricky space while making sure he didn’t slam into the wall. Hands low, palms open, voice steady. Something I’d learned a long time ago. You couldn’t outmuscle panic. You could only outlast it.

“Easy,” I said. “Look at me. That’s it.”

Rose’s head snapped toward me. “Don’t crowd him.”

“I’m not. I’m giving him an anchor.”

Ricky’s gaze flicked to mine, wild and searching. He hesitated, caught between instinct and the calm I was offering.

I breathed slowly on purpose, exaggerated the rise and fall of my chest like a metronome. Not magic. Just physics. Just a body telling another body:you’re safe enough to breathe.

Rose saw it.

And instead of fighting me, instead of snapping me out of her space, she matched it.

Her inhale. Mine.

Her exhale. Mine.

For a moment, it wasn’t about yesterday or secrets or boundaries. It was just the three of us in that stall. Ricky shaking like the storm lived in his bones. Rose steady as a post. Me watching the way she held him with her voice like it was the only thing keeping him here.

Ricky’s pacing slowed.

His head lowered inch by inch.

His hooves stopped stamping long enough for me to count.

Rose reached for him then, fingertips brushing his neck, her praise soft and constant. “Good boy. That’s it. Good.”

Ricky leaned into her touch like he’d been waiting for it. Like her voice was the only thing that could pull him back.

And Rose, Christ. Rose looked different like this. Not armored. Not sharp. Just a woman with a heart she kept hidden everywhere else, showing it freely to an animal who didn’t care who she was on paper, only who she was right now.

“He’s terrified of storms,” she said quietly, not looking at me. Her hand kept moving on Ricky’s neck in long, steady strokes. “Thunder especially.”

Lightning cracked again, close enough the barn shuddered.

Rose flinched.

Not a lot. A tiny betrayal. Shoulders tightening, breath catching, a reflex too fast to control.

But I saw it.

“You okay?” I asked softly.