Page 135 of Behind Locked Doors


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He slid the ring onto my finger. It fit like it had been waiting for me.

Then he kissed me, slowly, his hands shaking against my face, and I kissed him back in a barn that smelled like the beginning of something I’d stopped believing was possible.

Graham heldmy hand as we walked out of the barn, and I was still wiping my face with my free hand when I saw them.

Hank was leaning against the pasture fence about thirty yards from the barn door, arms crossed, hat pulled low.

Kaya was next to him. Or rather, Kaya was barely containing herself next to him. She was bouncing on the balls of her feet, both hands clamped over her mouth, tears already streamingdown her face. She looked like a woman who’d been holding her breath for three weeks and was about to pass out from the effort.

I stopped walking.

“You—” I looked at Hank. At Kaya. Back at Hank. “You’ve been here this whole time?”

Hank tipped his hat. Just barely. The tiniest adjustment, the kind of gesture that from anyone else would mean nothing but from Hank meant everything.

“Barn’s all set,” he said, his voice steady and matter-of-fact, like he was giving a morning report. “Stalls are the way you like them. Feed’s stocked for the month. Water lines are new, so you won’t have that leak issue again. Pasture fencing is done through the south end. North side still needs work, but I figured you’d want a say in the layout.”

My chin trembled.

He’d been here for weeks. Getting the barn ready, testing the water lines, running fence. Not because he was paid to, though he was. Because Hank had spent six years building something with me and he wasn’t finished yet. Because when Graham called and saidI’m putting it back, Hank hadn’t needed convincing. He’d needed directions.

“Hank.” My voice broke on his name.

“Pasture grass is coming in good,” he continued, studying the fence line like this was any other day. “Soil’s better here than the old place. Better drainage. Creek runs year-round, so the water rights are solid. You’ll want to?—”

I crossed the distance between us and threw my arms around him.

Hank went rigid. He was not a hugger. In all the years of working together, I’d hugged him exactly twice: once when Cassie won the temperament evaluation that launched the therapy program, and once the day I signed the sale papers with Garrett Wilson and he’d stood in the driveway and watched me cry.

But after a moment, one hand came up and rested on my back. Awkward and gentle and solid.

“Welcome home, boss,” he said quietly.

I couldn’t speak. I just held on.

He patted my back twice, the universal Hank signal forthat’s enough emotion, let’s get back to work, and I let go, wiping my eyes.

“The north pasture,” I said, because if I tried to say anything real I was going to lose it again. “How much fencing are we talking?”

“About eight hundred feet. I’ve got the posts ordered. Figured we’d start Monday.”

I laughed. It came out watery and broken and it was the best sound I’d made in months.

Then Kaya hit me like a freight train.

She covered the distance in about three steps and grabbed me so hard she lifted me off the ground, and she was talking before her arms even fully closed around me, words tumbling out fast and wet and overlapping.

“I wanted to tell youso many times, Rose, you have no idea. Every time you texted me from Maggie’s I was standing inyour barnorganizingyour tack roomand I had to pretend I was still working at the diner. Do you know how hard it is to lie toyou? I wassweatingevery single phone call. And when you sent me that photo of Maggie’s twins and said you missed having something to take care of, I almost drove to New York. I literally had my keys in my hand. Hank had to talk me down.”

“That’s true,” Hank confirmed from the fence. “She was halfway to her truck.”

“I had to set up your entire feed schedule from memory,” Kaya kept going, pulling back just enough to look at me with mascara running down both cheeks. “Do you know that you have a very specific system? The exact ratio of senior supplement to regular grain, the order you feed in, the way the hay nets have to hang at different heights for each horse because Brutus is a giant and Ricky eats like a nervous bird? I had to write it all down from my head. Hank checked my math.”

“She got it right,” Hank said.

“Of course I got it right.” Kaya wiped her face with her sleeve and then grabbed both my hands, looking at me with fierce, tearful pride. “I know your ranch, Rose. I know your horses. I know how you like things done. And when Graham called me back and told me what he was planning, I knew exactly what to do, because you taught me.”

I stared at her. The woman who’d braided Cassie’s mane the morning I gave her away. Who’d sat next to me on gravel while I cried. Who’d hugged me at the airport and saidthis isn’t goodbye.