“Hey,” he said. And the sound of his voice broke through every wall I’d built since Colorado.
I listened to every word. The part about going to Colorado with cameras and a production setup and never stopping to think about what it cost the places he left behind. The part about meeting someone real, someone who was building something from nothing, doing quiet work that didn’t get clicks or subscribers. The part where his voice cracked and he said he’d let his team film content that went viral, and those views brought the circus that destroyed my life.
She lost her ranch. She lost her horses. She lost her business, her reputation, her home. I was the match that lit the fire. The distraction that kept her from seeing the real threat until it was too late.
I sat up in bed. My hands were shaking.
“No,” I said to the screen. “No, you weren’t.”
But he kept going. Taking it. Owning it. Calling himself the smoke that hid the fire. Saying he wasn’t making the video for sympathy or to save his career. Saying the truth mattered and the truth was that Fraser Kincaid’s content cost a real person her real life.
She deserves better than a man who won’t own what he did.
I watched it twice. The first time I cried. The second time I was angry. Furious, actually, in a way that burned clean through the grief and the numbness and the weeks of hiding on Maggie’s fire escape feeling sorry for myself.
He was so wrong. He was taking the blame for Denise’s crime and now he was destroying himself over a lie he’d swallowed whole.
I’d told him he was a distraction and he’d turned it into a confession. He’d taken the worst thing I ever said to him and decided it was the truest thing anyone had ever said about him, and he was punishing himself for it in front of the entire world.
And the worst part, the part that kept me up until three in the morning staring at the ceiling with my phone dark on the pillow beside me, was that he’d done it to protect me. Every word of that video was designed to draw the fire toward himself and away from me. He’d made himself the villain so that nobody would come looking for me.
Maggie foundme the next morning.
I was on the fire escape, where else, with eyes swollen from a night of crying and not enough sleep. I’d skipped the early morning run. She climbed out the window and sat beside me the way she always did: without asking, without fanfare, just present.
“I watched it,” she said.
“Watched what?”
“The video. Graham’s video.” She pulled her knees up. “Drake showed me this morning. He’s been following the whole situation, quietly, you know how he is, and he wanted me to see it.”
I didn’t say anything.
“He thinks he destroyed your life. He went on camera and said it.”
“I know.”
“Rose. That’s a man who believes he hurt you and is trying to pay for it the only way he knows how.”
“He’s paying for something Denise did.”
“If that’s true, you can’t just sit here and let him.”
“But what can I do? I don’t have a platform. I don’t have an audience. I’m nobody.”
“You have the truth.”
“The truth doesn’t matter without evidence.”
“That’s not what your father believed.”
I turned to look at her.
Maggie met my eyes. Her expression softened, more careful, like she was handling something fragile.
“Theresa told me something once,” she said. “When I was still with Dale. Before I got out of that train wreck of a relationship. I was sitting in her kitchen telling her I couldn’t leave him because nobody would believe me, because Dale was so charming in public, so perfect, so good at making everyone think I was the problem. And Theresa looked at me and said, ‘Let me tell you about my brother Michael.’”
My breath caught. Nobody talked about my father to me. Not like that. They talked about the crash, the tragedy, the loss. But Michael Gracen the journalist, the man who chased dangerous stories because the truth mattered more than the risk, that was a story other people owned. Theresa. Patrick. Fury and Blaze, who’d been old enough to remember. Not me. Never me.