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“Come, Ophelia,” I commanded.“Now.”

She broke apart. The double clench of her orgasm squeezed us both, milked us, dragged us over the edge with her. Oliver buried himself deep with a groan and came just as I spilled inside her.

The three of us became one. One heartbeat, one breath.

The circle, finally, completely closed. We were complete.

The fire had burneddown to glowing embers. The candles guttered in their holders. Outside, morning light came in the windows, but none of us acknowledged it.

My body ached in ways I’d never experienced. The stretch and soreness of being opened, claimed, taken. The pleasant throb of well-used flesh. The lingering tremors that ran through me every time one of them shifted.

Oliver had his head on my chest, his arm thrown across my stomach. Ophelia was tucked on my other side, her leg draped over both of ours, her fingers tracing idly on my hip.

And my mind was quiet.

For the first time in seven years, the noise had stopped. The endless loop of strategy and vigilance, the constant calculation of risk, the voice that told me I was too dangerous to love—all of it had gone silent.

Not lurking at the edges. Not waiting to reassert itself.

Gone.

In its place was a feeling I barely recognized—warm and settled and terrifyingly close to peace.

“How do you feel?” Oliver asked.

I considered the question. Considered him—this man who’d taken me apart with such fierce tenderness, who’d held the power I’d surrendered and used it to set me free.

“Complete,” I said. “Yours.”

He lifted his head. His eyes were soft, wondering. “What?”

“I feel yours.” I touched his face and traced the line of his jaw. “For the first time in my life, I feel like I belong to someone. To two people. And it doesn’t terrify me.”

Ophelia propped herself up. “It doesn’t?”

“No.” I pulled her down and kissed her. “It feels like coming home.”

“Kiernan…” Oliver’s voice cracked.

“I love you.” I looked between them, letting them see everything—no walls, no masks, no distance. “Not despite what just happened. Because of it.” I pulled them both closer, one in each arm, their bodies warm next to mine. “I’ve never trusted anyone like this. Never let anyone see me like this. But you—” My voice broke, and I let it. “You’re different. You’re mine.”

“Yours,” Oliver agreed.

“And you’re ours,” Ophelia added. “That’s how this works.”

“I know.” I pressed my lips to the top of Oliver’s head, then turned to kiss Ophelia’s temple. “I know that now.”

The silence that followed wasn’t empty. It was full—of breath and heartbeat and the weight of words finally spoken.

“Stay,” I said. “Not just today. Not just until you get restless or I push you away or the world intrudes. Stay. Make this your home. Build a life with me.”

“We already have,” Oliver said.

“I’m asking you to make it permanent.” I tightened my arms around them. “I’m asking you to let me love you for the rest of my life. To let me be yours, the way you’re mine. To—” I stopped. Started again. “I’ve never asked anyone for forever. I’m asking you now.”

Ophelia’s breath caught.

Oliver lifted his head and looked at me with eyes that shone.