“Are you ready for me, little bird?” he asks as he leans forward again, one hand resting on the ground beside my head as he continues thrusting through my center, the headof his cock repeatedly nudging my clit as I whimper beneath him.
I nod frantically as he lines himself up with my entrance. His eyes move to mine, and he slowly nudges his tip inside me, enough that he doesn’t need to hold himself anymore, allowing his hand to move to my clit. He flicks it with his finger, and I gasp. He uses my distraction to push himself in slowly.
“Dios mio!” I exclaim, feeling unprepared for this sort of stretch. It borders on painful, but my body tells me I want more when he pulls out an inch and a whimper escapes me.
“Shh, it’s okay, I’m going slow, so I don’t hurt you too much.”
“You’re not hurting me,” I tell him as my head shakes from side to side.
“Not yet, but once I breach your hymen, you’ll feel a pinch.” He pushes in a little more, and I feel the moment he reaches it, his body stilling as he lowers his torso over mine. “Are you ready, Wren? Once I do this, there’s no going back.”
I let out a little laugh. “I know how my virginity works, Sly.”
He shakes his head. “That’s not what I mean. I mean, there’s no going back for me, for us. Once I do this, you’re mine forever, Wren. Is that what you want?”
“I’m already yours, Sly,” I tell him, wishing I could reach up and run my fingers through his hair. “I love you.”
His lips seal over mine as he thrusts fully into me, in one long, smooth motion. I cry out against him at the sharp burning pain, but as he holds himself deep inside me and rolls his hips in sync with his tongue, the pain gets pushed aside as something else takes hold—something deep, all-encompassing, and life-changing.
In this moment, I feel as if we are connected on such a soul-deep level that nothing will ever be able to keep us apart. Not time or space or… “Sly!” His name rips from my mouth the moment he does his first full thrust inside me.
All the sexual experiences I’ve had with them pale in comparison to this moment. With my hands tied behind my back and his cock thrusting into me, I’m unable to do anything but take what he gives me, and my entire body starts to feel like a coiled wire. As if the only thing stopping me from exploding is him. And based on the way his gorgeous green eyes are burrowing into mine, he knows it.
His thrusts grow harder and faster as whimpers and moans rush out of me. He grits his teeth as if he’s holding himself back. “Please, Sly! I want all of you,” I beg, and he literally growls in response. My back arches in approval, and his hips push against me even harder. “Yes! I’m so close!” I tell him as he lowers his lips to my neck, sucking my skin as he continues moving against me.
“Don’t come yet, little bird. You’ll come only when I tell you to, and not a moment before. Do you understand?”
“Yes, sir,” I say, frantically nodding my head, willing to agree to anything if he’ll just push me over that edge. It builds faster and faster, and I feel myself teetering on that precipice. I have to actively try to contain it and stop myself from coming as he grabs one of my legs and lifts it to his shoulder.
I cry out, the movement making him hit a new spot inside of me that has me squirming as I try to hold it back. “Please!” I say, begging for relief.
He reaches around my leg and pinches my nipple as I squeeze my core tight, not wanting to disappoint him by coming too soon.
He watches me and licks his lips, approval shining in his eyes as he whispers, “Good girl, now come for me.” He’s barely finished speaking when I let go. Fireworks explode deep in my core, shooting through my entire body. I feel myself clenching Sly’s cock tight, and his hips twitch before he holds himself deep inside me. I’m vaguely aware of him grunting as a warm wetness grows between us. With my arms bound and him holding my leg high, I’m powerless to do anything but let the wave ride over me.
My leg is lowered, then he drops to my side and pulls me against him. He’s still buried deep inside me, and I wrap my leg around his hip, holding him close as I cuddle into his chest. The cold night air mixes with the heat of my body, making me hot and cold at the same time.
He holds me close, and the only thing I can hear is his heart hammering next to my ear and our ragged breathing as we try to catch our breath. His hands move behind my back, and he undoes his belt. He grips my hands and very slowly moves them around between us, then starts massaging up and down my arms.
“Are you okay? Did I hurt you?”
My arms throb a little from being stuck in that position so long, but I wouldn’t change it for anything. “I’m perfect,” I tell him before pressing a kiss to his chest and squeezing him with my leg. His cock jumps inside of me, and I gasp.
“Sorry, don’t mind him. He’s a little eager.”
“I thought men needed time to recover?” I ask as I roll my hips a little against him.
His hands tighten on my back. “They do, normally. But it’s been a very long time since I was with a woman.” I wrinkle my nose, not wanting to hear him mention anyone else he’s been with. “But it’s different with you. I’ve neverfelt any real connection before, and I’ve definitely never been in love. I didn’t even know I was capable of it.”
I reach up and cup his jaw. “Of course you are. You have a huge heart, Sly.”
“Only for you, little bird. Only for you.”
Leaning toward me, he brushes his lips against mine, and I take a moment to appreciate how amazing he truly is. He’s made my first time unforgettable. I couldn’t imagine it going any better than it has. Taking away my ability to use my hands actually helped. It meant I didn’t overthink any part of it; all I could do was take what he gave me, and it took the decisions out of my hands, literally. Leaving me free to just accept what he gave me.
It makes me more certain than ever that we are meant to be together. Like soul mates. Except, he isn’t my only one. I know, deep down, that I feel just as strongly for several other men. I’m not sure how I got so lucky to have them willing to share me, but it’s something I won't take for granted.
Which is why I can’t let anything happen between Elias and me. I couldn’t cheat on them like that, even if Elias does hold a piece of my heart as well.
