Page 39 of Wings of Redemption


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"What did you tell her?"

"The truth. That some of them won't. That trust isn't owed to people who broke it. That she can keep showing up anyway."

"Did she accept that?"

"She said she already knew. Then she went back to her classroom."

We pass the west wing on our way to the dining hall. Through the open door I can see Liz working with a young fire-type, guiding his hands through a control exercise. Her fire burns clean, no dark veins, no shadows. The element she inherited from her father before three centuries of consumption twisted his beyond recognition. She's the only fire-type in the sanctuary whose flame isn't carrying something it shouldn't.

The irony isn't lost on me. The six of us who destroyed Dmitri carry his darkness in our essence. His daughter, who chose to fight against him, burns pure. The world doesn't distribute justice evenly. It never has.

Liz looks up as we pass. Our eyes meet through the doorway but she doesn't smile or wave, or perform anything for my benefit. She holds my gaze for a moment, then turns back to her student and I keep walking.

Jade is in the kitchens when Rumi and I arrive for lunch. He's converted the sanctuary's institutional dining hall into something that actually smells good, which is a minor miracle given the supply chains we're working with. While the other staff are perfectly capable of providing for the students, Jade occasionally slips in to make something special.

Today it's a thick stew that he's been tending since dawn, adjusting the seasonings with the same focused attention he gives to transforming emotion through his hunger. Feeding people turns out to be what his demon nature was always meant for, converting raw materials into nourishment with an instinct that goes deeper than cooking.

"Sit," he says when he sees us. "Both of you look like you forgot food exists."

"I ate breakfast," I say.

"A piece of toast at six in the morning doesn't count as breakfast. Sit."

All of our auras and our needs have deepened, the darkness trying to push against our essence. Jade manages it by cooking, by feeding, by making sure nobody in this sanctuary goes hungry the way he went hungry for the first twenty years of his life.

"Maren held her fire for thirty seconds today," I tell him.

"The blue fire girl? Good. Send her to me after her next session. I want to make sure she's eating enough. Fire-types burn through calories faster than other manifestations and she looked thin when she arrived."

The demon who spent his life terrified of consuming people now spends his days making sure they're fed.

Varden finds me in the corridor after lunch, tablet in hand, his expression carrying the measured calm of a man who spent years surviving Grimrose by making himself invisible. He runs Phoenix Sanctuary now, claiming the headmaster's office the week after Ambrose's governance framework passed the Councilvote. The six of us were wary at first. He protected students at Grimrose by burying paperwork and losing files, working against Dmitri from inside the system instead of fighting openly. That kind of survival instinct doesn't vanish because the regime changes. But he's been transparent about his methods, his limitations, his reasons, and month by month the wariness has faded into something closer to working trust.

"Three new arrivals this afternoon," he says, falling into step beside me. "Two unclassified essence types and a fire-type with a manifestation the southern assessors couldn't categorize. I'd like you to take the fire-type for initial evaluation."

"Send them to my four o'clock session."

"Already done." He glances at me, a brief assessing look that reminds me he spent decades reading people at Grimrose. "How are your hands today?"

The question catches me off guard. I flex my fingers. The numbness was bad this morning, worse than yesterday, the dark veins pulsing cold against my knuckles for nearly thirty minutes before the warmth returned. "Fine," I say.

"Stellan."

"Manageable."

He nods once, but doesn’t push.

By the time evening comes, I’m sitting on the sanctuary steps watching the sunset paint the courtyard gold when Skye drops beside me. He's been counseling students all day, doing what he was trained for before the bonds and the revolution turned him into something larger. Students seek him out because he listens without judgment, because his bonds let him feel what they're struggling to say. His warmth carries that undertone of cold now, but I lean into it anyway because cold or not it's still him.

"How was your session with Maren?" he asks.

"Good. Her fire's getting steadier. She asked about the darkness in my flame. I ended up telling her the truth. That it hurts sometimes. That I show up anyway."

He's quiet for a moment. "Do you think they can tell? The students. That we're carrying it."

"Some of them can see the threads. Maren could. She asked if someone did it to me."

"And when more of them figure it out?"