She nodded. “Are you?”
“More sure than anything before.”
We were in my room minutes later, clothes hurriedly being discarded and finding their way to the floor, an urgency that we hadn’t had before. Sex before was usually a follow on from being around each other, when a touch turned into a kiss, which turned into me being inside her.
I tried to slow it down, trying to memorise seeing her body again, the swell of her breasts, the hard tips of her nipples, the rise and fall of her chest as her breath quickened with anticipation. She could change her mind at any time and I’d accept it.
I’d carry my heartbreak one more time.
Her whimpers and half-formed sentences filled my ears as I trailed my mouth from her neck to her breasts, giving a quick suck to each nipple, fast hard pulls that had Neva parting her legs, making space for me. I kissed her stomach, trailing my tongue lightly over her skin, feeling her shiver.
Her hands pressed on my back, my arms, her legs trying to wrap over mine.
“I want you to fuck me now.” She moved her arms to lift her shoulders up, her look determined. “Please, fuck me. I want to come when you’re in me.”
I kneeled up, letting go of her and pushing down the sweats I still had on, along with my underwear.
My cock stood hard and thick and bare. I’d only been in her without a condom that one time in front of her fire on New Year’s Eve, and I hadn’t been cognizant enough at that point, drunk on lust and need, to fully notice the distance.
This time I’d be fucking her bare because we wanted to make a baby. There would be nothing to stop nature from taking its course.
“Are you sure about this?” I really fucking hoped she said she was.
“Yes. Totally. I’m aching badly.” She put a hand on her pussy, pushing a finger inside her.
I could’ve lost my load then.
“Take it out, Neva,” I demanded. “You’re touching what’s mine.”
She moved her hand, and I pressed my cock against her entrance, filling her in one thrust, her hips moving and her head tipping back. Already like diamonds, her nipples became even more prominent, her tits bouncing as I started to fuck her, my hands under her shoulders, holding on to her as she took everything I had to give, her pussy feeling tighter and slicker as she grew closer to her orgasm.
I wasn’t far off. The sensation of her around me while I was bare was overwhelming, the thought of coming in her knowing she could get pregnant was enough to almost get there alone.
“You’re going to milk my cock when you come, aren’t you?”
Neva nodded and then I felt the first pulse of her orgasm, her body convulsing, her moans loud, adding to the drenching of my senses. I’d fantasised about the sounds she made when she came, heard them in my sleep before I woke up hard and frustrated.
Everything tipped me over that line. I emptied inside of her, my own groan filling the room now. Her arms pulled me tighter to her as we both stilled, my cock still hard inside of her.
Our eyes met. Something settled inside me, something felt at peace. That something wasn’t my cock. I lifted one hand, taking my weight with the other and cupped her tit in my hand, squeezing her nipple with a pinch.
“Are you trying to go again?” She rubbed her hand over my chest. “I can feel your cock twitching and he’s not getting any softer.”
I started to move inside her again, gentle small strokes. “It’s the benefit of being with a younger man.”
She lifted her legs higher, giving me permission to go deeper. “Maybe it’s just you. It’s nothing to do with age. It’s just you.”
I was happy with it being just me.
Neva stayed.
I wasn’t sure if it was the fourth or fifth time she’d stayed at mine; I’d usually stayed at hers for whatever reason I’d never worked out.
But she stayed the night.
This meant middle of the night sex was had, and then there was just enough in the tank to have one more round in my kitchen while we made breakfast together, eggs and steak for both of us, with fruit to finish up.
Then we left at the same time, her to go to a meeting with the medical staff at the club and me to meet with my agent.
