I knew what I wanted right now.
“I want to be with you. I’m a simple man, Ava, I don’t have specifics or a time frame,” I said, placing my hands on her slim waist, feeling it was slimmer than before.
She looked up at me and raised her head and her toes to bring her lips to mine. The kiss was soft, barely a whisper of a touch, but it was the best thing I’d felt in weeks.
“I won’t break,” she said. “I’m not fragile.”
“I know. But I might.”
This time I kissed her, firmly and as gently as I could muster; my hands gripped her ass and I pulled her into me, wanting to feel as much of her against me as I could. Her lips parted and I took over her mouth. Ava’s hands wandered over my back, arms, onto my stomach and down to my suit pants, where she pulled out my shirt and slipped her fingers onto my chest.
“I missed you,” she said as our mouths broke apart. “I missed this.” She rested her head on my chin, her breath warm against my collar bone.
She undid the last button on my shirt and stepped away to undo my tie.
“Fuck, Eli. Callum said you’d been in the gym more.”
I laughed softly, liking the way her eyes were eating me up. “It was something to do.”
Then her hands slipped to my belt and started to undo it.
“Ava…” I said as she dropped to her knees.
“Are you seriously going to turn down a blow job?” she said, pulling my trousers and underwear down. My cock was wrestled free and she clamped her hand around it, kneeling higher.
“Don’t you want me to take you to dinner first?” My hand was in her hair and I was trying to muster up some form of plan to make this about her somehow, but there wasn’t quite enough blood in my brain to get it together.
“Eli, you didn’t take me to dinner in the first place.”
Her lips found my cock and she wrapped her mouth around the head, giving a hard quick suck. I gripped her hair tighter and looked down at what she was doing: one hand was still around the base of my dick, the other I figured was now undoing her own pants. She was about to finger herself while she blew me and while this was a position we’d frequented, I wasn’t going to be shooting anywhere but inside her in the next half an hour, or more like ten minutes.
“Ava,” I said, desperately trying to issue some control.
“Hmmm,” she said, my cock still in her mouth. The vibrations didn’t help.
“Sofa. Now. Strip.”
I guided her up, still clutching her hair. When she was standing I took both hands to her shirt and started to undo the buttons, finding a lacy white bra underneath giving her cleavage I wanted to drown in. Her hands finished off undoing her pants and she pushed them down before I could snap the front fastener on her bra.
“I don’t think you’ve ever been naked before I was,” she said. “It’s always been me first.”
“You’re prettier to look at,” I said, releasing her tits. “Do I need a condom?”
“No,” she said. “Still got an IUD.”
I pinched her nipples simultaneously, making her arch her back and whimper and it crossed my mind somehow to check that this was the right step.
Taking her hips, I moved us onto one of the leather sofas, bringing her down so she straddled my lap. I wanted to brush my fingers over her clit, push one, two inside her and bring her to her knees but I kept my hands on her hips, looking at her eyes rather than her tits. “Ava, is this too soon?”
“It’s been months. We’ve spoken, talked. It’s not too soon. I’m in a better place than when we started,” she said, her hands running up and down my abs and chest. “Is it too soon for you?”
I looked at her and pulled her hips closer to me, so my dick pressed against her stomach and below. “No.”
She lifted her hips and grabbed my cock, lining herself up. I watched her expression; at that moment it was more of a turn on than anything else, her eyes heavy with desire and lips parted.
“I’ll have to go slow,” she said as she started to push down on me. “My body’s forgotten how big…” She laughed. “How big your ego…”
She stopped talking and gasped as she took more of me in. My hand went to her tits again, angling us so I could take a nipple in my mouth and suck, my other hand wrapped in her hair.
