“Please, Lev,please. I need you to erase his touch from my skin before I cut it off. I need to feel safe. I am fucking begging you, make it stop. Only you can make it stop,” he cries.
I am not sure what to do. I am inclined to give him what he wants, but is it what he needs?
“Please, Lev. Do this for me,please.” He closes his eyes on that final plea, swallowing hard.
I finally give in to the heart that I never knew I had.
Chapter 32 - Aaron
Levislookingatme right now like he is not sure if I am in the right frame of mind to make this choice. His lips are set in a thin line and his brows furrow as he mulls over what I have just asked.
But I mean it. I’m desperate for a bath or shower to get that place off me, but I need his touch more. I am beyond thankful that they got to me in time. No idea how he found me, but he saved my life. As relieved as I am, I can still feel Jake's slimy fingers on my skin and his breath on my face. It's like being covered in insects and no matter how many times I try to brush them off, more appear, nipping at my skin, and making me want to rip out of my own body. The only thing that will calm my thoughts and finally erase Jake from my psyche, will be Lev’s cock and his bruising touch. Then I can reset. I know I can, I just don't know how to convince him, and it pisses me off that he thinks I’m made of glass.
“Lev, I promise I need this. I want this. Don't let that bastard have any more hold over me than he has already,” I say.
That comment seems to do the trick. Lev moves in a flash over the top of me.
“What do you need, doe?'' he says. The sincerity in his tone makes me feel exposed, but I allow it, hoping this will repair the damaged pieces of my soul. And I am confident it will. Lev is the only one in this world that can help me, stabilize me, and be with me the way that I need. He owns me.
“I want you to fuck me, hard, I want you to mark my skin with bruises and give me a taste of pain. I want you to let go and use me. No hard limits, no safe words, just us. No boundaries, just be who we are.”
“You fucking asked for this, remember that.”
He gets up and walks to the end of the bed and pulls away the sheets covering my body. The cool air makes me shiver, goosebumps rise over my flesh. That move alone has already pulled me out of the hell I’ve been in. His attention will always be my undoing, a cure to anything that’s wrong in my life. I will always want his eyes on me and only me. Lev grabs my ankles in a painful grip and pulls me like a rag doll to the edge of the bed, his big hands yank down my underwear and he drops them to the floor.
“Knees to your chest. Now,” he orders.
That commanding voice booms through me, making me yield. I grab my legs behind the knees and pull them to my chest, showing him the most sacred part of my body, a part that only I decide who can touch. I can't help the clenching of my ass as he watches my hole as he removes his pants, leaving him beautifully naked and hard. His dick faces up against his belly and his piercing looks delicious as I see the glistening of his precum surrounding the barbell. I lick my lips, remembering how good he tastes in my mouth.
“Do. Not. Move,” he says.
Fuck yes.
Lev goes out of view and comes back with a bottle of lube. My horny asshole tenses again.
“Clench all you want, doe, but my dick is going in there. I'm going to rip your greedy hole apart until you can't take anymore. Then, I will breed your ass so good that you will feel my cum sloshing in you for days. Smelling like me for days. You ready for that, my little psycho?”
Yes, this is what I need. “If you keep talking to me like that then this will be over, now hurry the fuck up and get in me.” I spread my legs a little wider to the point of pain in my thighs from the stretch. My brain has stopped focusing on what happened before, Lev has managed to pull me out of that misery and make him my entire world. All other voices are offline, leaving just me, plain old Aaron, completely raw and unapologetic.
He slaps my face and grips it tightly, making me moan.Yes, more of this, I want more.
“Remember who is boss here, doe. I don't take orders from anyone.”
Collapsing on top of me, he leans over and our lips connect as his tongue caresses my mouth in a sensual mating kiss. I cry into him as my body relaxes, welcoming the feeling of safety and his protectiveness.
His kiss is like a massage that soothes my body and soul, taking all the bad away. My brain is starting to get back online as he fills me with the strength that has been absent. Lev saved me, and he has locked those bastards up for me, no, for us to play with. My heart swells at that. They are locked up in this very house, most probably scared and confused, while I’m about to get the fucking of my life. They didn’t break me, I’m still here and worthy.
Lev kisses me for what feels like an eternity before two of his thick fingers breach me, moving in and out at a slow and teasing pace. He curls his fingers, knowing where to hit my pleasure button and I raise my ass further off the bed, searching for more of it. Every nerve is alert, and my nipples harden as if they are attached to my prostate.
I don’t know if Lev hears my thoughts, but he starts to kiss down to my neck where he sucks in the skin, hard, forcing a loud cry from my mouth as the pain settles over the tender mark. It feels oh so fucking good. He licks down to my chest then covers my nipple with his mouth, and sucks on it like a hoover, biting, nibbling, licking then sucking again. I make tormented sounds as I writhe under him, but he still takes his time, continuing to finger me while he moves on to my other nipple, giving it the same treatment. The trail of burn from his stubble lights me up, leaving an extra layer of tenderness where he has marked me.
After teasing me to the point of nearly sending me into a coma, he stands back upright and I keep hold of my legs, spread apart like the whore I become around him. He then pushes a third finger into my ass as he grabs my dick, stroking it in a tight hold that borders on painful, making my cock stiffen some more as the tip starts streaming pre cum like a fountain. He removes his fingers and lets go of my dick. Before I know what is happening, he bends over in between my legs and sucks my entire cock into his mouth in one move.
“Oh fuck, Lev! Oh fuck, yesssss.”
Holy shit, the wet heat from his mouth brings me to the edge, and my cock repeatedly hits the back of his throat. To my glee, he doesn't appear to have a gag reflex.
“Lev, stop, I’m gonna cum,” I pant and he pulls off.
