Thinking of that day, I get warm all over. The image of being watched while I play … I never thought about it before.
Judging by the smile that’s back on Aaron's face, I think the little doe gets off on the violence, and that in turn makes me want to strip him bare right now and rut into him until he can't move.
I let out a husky chuckle. I can't let that little comment go, so I push against him and grab the back of his neck firmly, fisting the hair at the nape, making him look at me.
The way those big brown eyes dilate and how his body relaxes into my hold, I think I have met my match for crazy.
“Does it get you off, doe?”
Chapter 12 - Aaron
Whatastupidquestion,but the way he holds me so firmly around my neck and bores those evil green eyes into mine, I bet he can read all my secrets and desires. My body quakes. For a brief moment, I fantasize about Lev tying up Jake and Tommy. His large naked torso covered in their blood, hurting them so badly that their cries sound like tortured animals in the night. Lev watching me as he works while I jerk myself off, bathing in his savage presence. Oh hell, yeah.
“Yes, when it's you.”
His painful grip on the back of my head shoots pain down my neck, but I don’t care. I’ll take it if it means having him this close to me.
His other hand grips my throat and tightens. His eyes glint with excitement. I have no idea how to flirt, and it's hard to date when you’re someone like me with a psycho stepbrother keeping tabs on you, but I don't have an issue telling the truth.
I want to say more, but the longer he holds me, the more malleable I become. You would think my heart would be racing with anticipation, but it steadies its rhythm. Lev calms my storm while creating a tornado of need. I’ve always dreamed of being owned by someone like Lev.
“You are trouble, aren't you? Are you that desperate for me, doe? Desperate for a dicking … is that it?” He chuckles.
I love the sound. It promises depravity, it promises passion, and it promises the darkest depth of hidden hungers that I want to inhale quickly before they disappear. It’s so fucking freeing not to pretend.
He leans in and bites the lobe of my ear followed by a lick. Oh shit, I think I might die. All other feelings have been overridden by his sensual touch. That lick sends hums of electricity across my sensitive flesh, prickling my ear when he moves away. My dick is so hard and eager to leave my pants right now, if only it had a mind of its own and could pull my zipper down itself.
He pulls back, settling his hard eyes on me. “You want me to fuck you hard? Because I will, and it will hurt. Can you take it?” He rubs his nose up and down my neck, inhaling me, igniting thousands of goosebumps over my skin all the way down to my balls.
My head is in a lustful daze. It’s everything I wanted. I give an eager nod. “Yes, whatever you want.”
“You give yourself too easily, doe, but I'll take it and I won't stop.”
“I don't want you to stop.”
Lev freezes, and I’m not sure why I said it out loud. It's true but something passes over Lev’s face, and I'm not sure what it is. Have I made him uncomfortable? I want to take it back for fear that he might pull away.
“Let’s be clear, Aaron, I will stop. I don’t fuck twice, and I don’t do relationships or feelings. If you are looking for that you should leave and forget about this.”
My mind is warring between getting what I crave, which is Lev over the top of me, or not getting the full package of what I want, which is for Lev to own all of me. But I can't say no. I need to feel it, if only once.
“Okay,” I mutter before he pushes me down to my knees.
“I haven’t got time to fuck, but you can hold me over until later. I’m all riled up. Open that sexy mouth as wide as you can, doe,” he demands.
I make a mental note to ask him later why he calls me doe. Not that I have an issue with it, I love that he has a name for me, but I wanna know why.
I stare up at him as he undoes his belt and I’m so hyper with need, it's hard to keep still. He pulls his pants down enough to reveal the most monster-sized cock I have ever seen. Oh shit, a pierced monster cock. I admire the shiny barbell that glints in the light. I'm not sure half of his dick will fit in my mouth, and that's just the length, it’s girthy too, but his scent is all masculine and heady, making me float like a drugged up needy whore.
It's slightly musky too with hints of his body wash. Fuck would I love to coat myself in that body wash. I open my mouth wide and eager as he taps the head of his dick onto my tongue several times. Fuck me, it’s heavy and each tap leaves a salty taste from where he’s dripping. Dripping for me.
I want to laugh so hard right now, but I don't want to weird him out with any more of my odd behaviors.
I refocus and stop overthinking, giving my full attention to the delicious piece of meat that I’m about to enjoy. He has a prominent vein running up the side of his shaft, and I want to trace it with my tongue. It's dick perfection.
“Get ready,” he says, and shoves his cock in and out of my mouth with such force, I wretch loudly, gagging. No build up, he just takes what he wants. He’s holding my head steady with both hands as he fucks my mouth viciously, the piercing smashes into the back of my throat. I'm sure it will leave a nice imprint that I’ll enjoy looking for later. I can’t wait to have a mark of Lev carved into me.
I am so lost in another world and enjoying this face fuck that I startle when I feel a sharp slap on my cheek.
