Lines Benji was finally ready to cross—for Joshua and for Van.
They each had a small duffel bag with clothes and toiletries, so getting into the room took little time. The king bed offered a lot more space than Van’s queen, and the room even had a small alcove with a mini fridge and microwave. Not that any of them had food. Benji had a few bottles of water in his bag, because he never traveled without it. He stowed those in the fridge first thing.
Joshua peeked into the bathroom. “Nice size tub in there. Might even fit three.”
Those butterflies stirred up even more.
“We’ve never all showered together,” Van said softly. He still stood near the door, which he’d chained and bolted, as tentativeas Benji had ever seen him. As if now that they were in the room, he wasn’t entirely sure what was allowed.
Emboldened by the ease of coming out to their friends, Benji straightened his spine and told him, “I want you to watch while Joshua fucks me.”
Van’s eyes widened, then he broke out his uber-sexy smile. “You do, do you?”
“Yes.”
“I don’t know, babe.” Joshua came up behind Benji and slid warm hands under his sweater to tickle his belly. “I think I’d rather he watch while I make love to you.”
The familiar touch chased some of those butterflies away, and Benji leaned back against Joshua’s chest. “Okay.”
Joshua whipped Benji’s sweater up and off, exposing his torso. Cool air swirled across Benji’s skin, pebbling it and hardening his nipples. Joshua nibbled at his shoulder and neck, while one hand rubbed at his crotch and the other tickled into his navel. Benji closed his eyes and relaxed into Joshua’s capable hands; he knew this song by heart.
Their alignment shifted so that Joshua’s erection rubbed against the crease of his ass. Joshua’s excitement helped Benji’s own cock get into the game, thickening in his jeans under Joshua’s constant ministrations.
“You two are so beautiful,” Van whispered.
Quiet and reverent, and it made Benji’s heart soar. “Please.”
“Please, what?” Joshua asked. “Want me to suck you?”
Benji shook his head, uncertain what he did want until the word tumbled out. “Van.”
Van’s cologne filled his senses an instant before his mouth crashed onto Benji’s, warm and insistent and wonderful. Unlike the desperate kiss earlier in the car, this was a claim and a promise, and Benji melted into it. Joshua held him tight in his arms while Van kissed his way down his torso. Hands fumbledat Benji’s fly. Eyes still shut, Benji fell into the music they played on his body.
And then he was naked, fully exposed to two clothed men; he’d never felt safer or more loved. Van took him into his mouth, and Benji cried out at the sudden heat and pressure on his dick. The addictive pleasure of a hand rolling his balls, rubbing his taint, combining into the most intense blow job ever. And Joshua never stopped touching him, pinching his nipples, kissing his throat, thrusting against his ass. Benji wanted to scream and cry and never let it stop, but he wasn’t entirely sure it was real and not some erotic dream. So, he forced his eyelids apart. Made himself look down.
Van met his gaze with lips stretched tight around Benji’s cock. A harsh shiver tore down Benji’s spine.
It’s real. Holy fuck, it’s real.
Joshua rubbed up and down Benji’s arms a few times, and then clasped his hands. Directed him to hold Van’s shoulders for balance. Benji didn’t understand why until Joshua went to his knees behind him.
Oh, shit.
Van somehow managed to flash a smirk at him with a mouthful of cock; Benji held on tight, eager for what was next and terrified it would be too much. Joshua parted his cheeks. Cool air blew across his hole. Benji gasped and clenched. Van paused with only the head of his dick between his lips, teasing that bundle of nerves with his tongue. At the same moment, Joshua licked at his entrance.
“Fuck!” Benji bucked into Van’s mouth, making him gag. “Sorry.”
Joshua stabbed him again with his tongue, Van dove in for more, and Benji lost all rational thought. He held onto Van’s shoulders and surrendered to the two men making love to him, driving him insane with pleasure and need, amping him up withevery steady stroke and hot lick. Nothing else existed except this. Them.
Too much and not enough.
“Fuck me.Please.”
Joshua bit his cheek and licked the stinging mark. “Yeah, baby.”
The sudden shift from too much sensation to none at all made Benji want to weep, but it lasted only a few seconds. Van yanked the bedcovers down, and pulled Benji in for a gentle kiss while Joshua stripped. Once Joshua was gloriously naked, Benji was transferred into his arms so Van could do the same. Fine tremors raced up and down Benji’s legs and belly, as much from anticipation as nerves. He and Joshua were about to share something incredibly private and intimate with Van. As right as the moment felt, Benji couldn’t help but be a bit embarrassed at another person watching a dick go into his ass.
“Are you sure?” Joshua asked.
