“Why?”
“Because that’s not us.”
“But things are changing between us, Starling. I know you enjoyed me using you these last couple of days, but I see you pushing against my control, and I’m willing to do whatever it takes to keep you. I’ll do anything to make you happy. Even let you treat me like your toy. I’ll do anything you ask me to. I’ll eat your cunt until you tell me to stop. I’ll save every drop of cum until you tell me where I’m allowed to spill it. I don’t want my control to be the reason I lose you.”
I know this isn’t what she wants. I heard her tell her therapist that an hour ago, but I want her to tell me. I want her to admit that she needs me to control her. That she loves the way I own her, that she needs me to protect her. That she needs the control that I’ve spent the last four years manipulating her into thinking is just who I am.
“No,” she says, shaking her head. “I don’t want to be in charge.”
“Why not? I’ve been the one in control since the day we met. Isn’t it time to turn the tables? I’ll relinquish every ounce of control to you. I’ll be yours, as long as you promise to stay.”
Throwing herself into my lap, she cups my face in her hands, tipping my head back so I’m looking into her expressive eyes. “I promise to stay, Sebastian. I love you. I’m frustrated and I’m angry and I have changed. I am different now, and we both see that. But I still need you. I know that underneath all of the crazy, everything you do is to keep me safe, to give me this unbelievable life. I don’t want to be in charge. I don’t want to tell you what to do. I want you to want me the same way you always have. I want you to love me the way you always have. I want you to claim me unapologetically, no matter how much it hurts. And I want you to own my body the way you have this week. When it comes to sex, I want you to control every inch of me the way you’ve been doing since Monday night. I don’t want to be in charge. I don’t want to make the decisions or take the lead. I want you to use me like I’m your little whore.”
“You do?” I question, making my words sound soft and uncertain, even though she’s saying exactly what I planned for her to say.
“Yes. I’m yours, Sebastian. I’m your little bird and your whore and your wife and everything else in between. I’m just yours.”
“You’re mine?” I question, cupping her face with my hands, the same way she’s touching me.
“All yours.”
“You want me to take control?”
“Every inch.”
“Are you sure? I don’t want you to change your mind and be mad at me for this later.”
“I’m sure, but if I do, you can show me the camera footage from this moment to prove it to me.”
“You’re mine.”
She nods.
“My wife.”
Nod.
“My little bird.”
Nod.
“My whore.”
She nods once more, tugging her lip between her teeth.
“Okay.”
“Okay?”
I’m the one to nod this time, and she smiles at me like I’ve given her a gift, not manipulated her into doing exactly what I want.
“Then get on your knees and suck my dick until I fill your throat with cum, then sit on my cock until it’s hard enough to fuck you with.”
SEVEN
STARLING
Carefully sliding off his lap,I sink to my knees on the floor between his parted legs. His dick is hard as I reach for it and take it into my mouth, tasting myself on his skin as I run my tongue up his length.
