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I nod, resting my forehead against his shoulder. “Honestly, No … it feels like this is my first time. Like it’s a first relationship, my first time seeing a guy mostly undressed, my first everything. So I’m freaking out about the first time we … you know. I feel like I’m going to let you down and I don’t want to do that.”

His eyebrows furrow and he shakes his head. “Auddie, you could never let me down. I’m nervous too, it’s partially why I haven’t tried anything beyond kissing yet. I feel like a deer in headlights every time I see you half-dressed.” His fingers trail along my spine, igniting goosebumps. “And seeing you react to me … seeing your eyes light up or your blush give you away, knowing what I do to you without really putting effort into it …fuck, Auddie.”

His tone shifts down a notch with each word and I’m worried that my face is the color of my lipstick.

“Noah,” I groan out, shifting off of him. “Sit up please.”

He moves, eyeing me with confusion, until I settle myself in his lap, straddling him. He closes his eyes, letting out a quiet, “Fuck.”

I lean down to kiss him, letting my body grind down against his lap. He lets out a sharp breath before bringing his hands back to my ass. Our kiss is different than before,this one feels teasing, as if we’re playing a game of chase, giving and taking in slow sensual strokes of our tongues.

My hands land in his soft hair as I continue to move myself against him. My underwear is soaked and I wouldn’t be surprised if Noah can feel it through the material of his boxers.

Noah’s hand moves from my backside, up to the back of my bra and I let out a soft moan as a show of approval. After he unclasps the hook, he slips the straps down until he can take my bra off completely.

He pulls back, staring at my naked breasts with a swirl of lust and appreciation. “Audrey.”

I place his hands on my breasts and pull him back in for a kiss. His hands don’t move for a moment and I worry he’s chickening out. But when his fingers graze across my nipples I whimper, pleasure shooting through my entire body.

Holy fuck.

He does it again and again to the point where I’m resting my head on his shoulder, shaking with pleasure. “Noah. I-I-I–”

An intense wave of euphoria rolls through me.

Noah drops his hands, breathing loudly as I try to catch my own breath.

“Wow.”

Wow isan understatement.

I guess I don’t have to worry about not having a sexual connection with him because we sure as hell just connected on a really deep level.

There’s no going back from this.

Twenty-Six: Noah

Fall Into Me - Forest Blakk

Audrey’s breath is hot against my neck, her hair and limbs are covering my body as if trying to mark their territory. As if I could forget that she’s mine.

Nothing could've prepared me for how in sync our bodies would be or how intense it would feel to watch love swirling around in her eyes without us even having sex.

My imagination didn’t do the real thing justice. Having her bouncing up and down on me, feeling her wetness through her underwear, her leaning into my touch made me want to go all night, but I also know we need to pace ourselves. I don’t want our first time to be at a hotel, I want it to be her and I alone.

She curled up against me soon after she came, and we slept fast and hard too.

Her fingernail grazes across my lower stomach, making my whole body wake up to her.

“Good morning, Noah,” she whispers, running her finger across my length.

A low growl forms in the back of my throat as she repeats the motion at the exact same time my stomach growls.

Audrey giggles into my neck, before kissing my jaw. “Hungry?”

Starving.

“Yeah, kissing you uses a lot of energy apparently,” I tease. “I can only imagine how I’ll feel once we–”