Page 66 of The Terms of Us


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Not to my father’s folder.

Not to speculation.

Not to anyone.

My phone buzzes in my pocket.

I pull it out, thumb hovering.

Caleb watches me like he’s watching a stock price shift.

Theo watches me like he’s watching something unbelievable.

Richard watches me like he’s watching an investment.

I swipe through, find what I am looking for and type one line.

Me: Are you free tomorrow night?

I stare at the screen after I hit send.

Waiting is not something I do.

Waiting is vulnerability.

And yet I sit there, pulse steady, jaw tight, eyes fixed on a device like it holds the answer to something I’m not prepared to admit I want.

Theo leans in slightly, voice low. “This is the part where you pretend you don’t care.”

I don’t look at him.

“Idon’tcare,” I say.

Theo’s laugh is soft. Almost fond. Almost sad.

“Yeah,” he murmurs. “That’s what scares me.”

My phone buzzes.

One message.

Lucy Bennett: Yes.

For a fraction of a second, something like relief spreads through me, warm and unfamiliar.

And then, like a man regaining control after a stumble, I lock it down.

I lift my glass and take a sip.

This isn’t romance.

This is a deal.

A timeline.

A strategy.

Lucy Bennett will be Mrs. North.