Page 231 of The Terms of Us


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“It’s not the dress.”

The world tilts.

I look at her, really look at her, and see it. The glow. The subtle change. The truth waiting patiently for me to catch up.

“I’m pregnant.”

The words swallow me whole. I sink to my knees without thinking, pressing my forehead to her barely there bump, overwhelmed by a joy so profound it leaves me breathless. Tears come fast and unashamed, and I don’t stop them.

“Hi,” I whisper, my hand spread protectively over her. “I’m your dad.”

Lucy laughs through her tears, her fingers threading into my hair.

“We’re okay,” she whispers. “We’re really okay.”

I stand, lifting her into my arms, holding her like the miracle she is.

The car ride is quiet. Lucy hums along to the music, her fingers tracing idle patterns against my hand. I wonder, not for the first time, how I lived without this.

When the car stops, and the driver opens the door, Lucy steps out first.

She takes two steps.

Then she stops.

The light spilling from the restaurant doorway paints her silhouette gold, and for a moment she doesn’t move at all. Her breath catches and her hand tightens around mine.

She turns slowly.

“Julian…” Her voice wavers. “What did you do?”

Inside, the room unfolds exactly as I imagined it. Familiar faces. Warm smiles. People who stayed when things were messy, who didn’t disappear when loyalty became inconvenient.

Her mother stands near Emily, her hand resting lightly on her daughter’s arm. Theo is already grinning like he’s been waiting for this moment all day. Caleb watches Lucy with quiet approval. Rowan gives me a look that saysyou did good. Even Graham is there, leaning back with his arms crossed, studying Lucy like he’s proud of her.

Lucy’s hand flies to her mouth.

“Oh,” she breathes. “Oh my god.”

She turns to me, eyes shining, overwhelmed and undone in the most beautiful way.

“For us,” I say. “For one year. For the celebration we didn't have when we married.”

She doesn’t respond. She just steps into her mother’s arms, and I watch the two of them hold each other like survivors who made it through the storm together.

I don’t interrupt. I don’t rush her.

This night isn’t about spectacle.

It’s about showing her my love.

Lucy makes her way through the room slowly, hugging, laughing, and crying. I watch as Elliot wraps her in a big hug, and it takes everything in me not to run over and bubble wrap her. Yell at everyone and tell them to be careful with her.

When she comes back to me, she slips her hand into mine and squeezes.

“Thank you,” she whispers.

“For choosing me,” I reply.