Page 117 of The Terms of Us


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“But” he continues, “Mr. North has instructed me that money isn't an issue and that your mother's care will be covered by him.”

I nod, because I don’t trust my voice.

“We’ll begin the transfer this afternoon,” he says gently. “A nurse will walk you through the process.”

He gives me a reassuring smile and moves on.

I stand there in the hallway, the weight of it all crashing down at once.

My mother is getting care I could never afford.

My sister’s future is suddenly less fragile.

And Julian North has quietly reached into my life and rearranged it without asking.

I pull my phone out again.

Me:Thank you.

It feels inadequate, but necessary.

A moment later:

Julian:You’re welcome.

Julian:We’ll talk later.

I lean my head back against the wall and close my eyes.

I don’t know how I feel about what he’s done.

Grateful.

Terrified.

Relieved.

Trapped.

All of it at once.

And somewhere beneath the fear, a quieter realization settles in, one I’m not ready to name yet.

The facility looks nothing like a hospital. It looks like a place designed to convince sick people they aren’t sick. Private rooms. Quiet halls. Spa like sections meant for patient well-being. A schedule built around healing instead of survival.

I should feel relieved.

Instead, I feel like I’m standing on borrowed ground. With Julian's words echoing in my mind,"You will be my wife, and I will take care of your family."

Thursday evening, for the first time all week, I’m home.

The apartment feels too quiet and I realize I have never been here alone. Emily is out, studying, she claims, though I suspect she’s just trying to feel normal for a few hours.

There’s a delivery waiting when I walk in.

Not flowers or food this time... Documents.

The revised agreement.