“Good girl.” He pulls his cock from his pants, then palms it. “Now open up.”
17
Arabelle
Ican’t believe I’m about to do this. Even though I’m on my knees with his beautiful cock on full display, and my pussy is soaked and throbbing while lust blazes in his eyes, I’m terrified. I have no idea how to do this.
“I can see your mind racing a mile a minute, Beauty. Stop thinking so much and live in the moment.”
I might as well break the news to him so he can decide if he still wants to go through with this. Maybe he won’t laugh in my face when he finds out I have absolutely no idea what I’m doing because I’ve never given anyone oral sex in my life.
Of course, I’ve watched porn like most people while touching myself, but that will only help me so much in this situation. From what I’ve seen, you definitely need hands-on knowledge, and that’s probably even more true with a man like Florian. He’s probably never been with someone as inexperienced as me. He’s about to get the shock of his life.
I sigh. “I’m trying to live in the moment, Florian, but I think you should know that I’ve never done this before.”
He pauses for a second, and his face remains stoic, but I can see surprise dancing in his eyes as well as concern. “You’re not a virgin, right?”
I might as well be.
“Would it make a difference if I were one?” I ask, annoyance coloring my voice. “I want this, and so do you, so why would that even matter?”
He’s the one who got me all hot and bothered with that sinful mouth of his. Now he’s pulling away because he thinks I’m a virgin. That should have been a question he asked before he licked my pussy.
“Yes, it would make a difference, Arabelle. And it matters a lot. Even though I want to fuck you, I’m not going to fuck you in a safe room if you’re a virgin. I may not be a good man, but I’m not a bastard, either. I would never have your first time be in a place like this. You deserve better than that.”
My heart flutters inside my chest. That’s one of the sweetest things anyone has ever said to me. I can’t believe the hardened criminal I’ve read about is worrying about making something special for me. That makes me see him a little differently than the world likes to portray him.
As some of the annoyance melts away, my eyes soften. “No, I’m not a virgin, Florian,” I say, putting him out of his misery.
He lets out a relieved breath like it’s the best news he’s heard all day, and I laugh.
“Listen, my long work hours have prevented me from having a romantic relationship with any man.”
I don’t know why I feel the need to tell him about my love life, but I feel like I owe him some truth about my life since we will be husband and wife. Hopefully, he hasn’t built me up in his mind to be someone I’m not.
“I’ve been on one date since I broke up with the only boyfriend I’ve ever had when I was younger. That’s who took myvirginity. And that one date after him didn’t end well for me. So, I’ve continued to focus on my career instead of on finding a romantic partner.”
Something flashes in his eyes before he quickly shuts it down.
“Since that date, my love life has been virtually non-existent by choice. So, you have to excuse me if I’m a little gun-shy when it comes to anything dealing with sex, especially something I’ve never done before.”
I gesture toward his erect cock, the tip glistening with a droplet of cum. I dart my tongue across my lips, just thinking about how he would taste in my mouth. It’s something I’m very interested in experiencing, which is why I’m on my knees waiting for him.
A wide grin stretches across his face. “So, I get to be the first man you ever give a blow job to?”
The pride and excitement in his voice causes me to roll my eyes, but I can’t keep the smile off my face.
“Yes, you will be my first. Now, if you don’t come here before I lose my nerve, it’s a first that will have to wait a little while longer.”
He reaches his hand out to me, and I dip my brows in confusion.
“I thought I was going to do,”—I motion to his cock again—“you know.”
He chuckles. “I’d rather you sit on my face while you suck my dick. I want to taste more of that delicious cunt of yours.”
There’s no way I’m going to turn that down. The man is a master with his tongue. It definitely beats having to use my fingers to get pleasure all the time. I didn’t realize what I had been missing out on.
I grab his hand and walk out of the safe room into his large bedroom. I didn’t have time to pay attention to the layout whenHugo rushed me in here, but holy god, the place is massive and beautiful in a masculine way. It’s muted grays and dark blues. Even the light incense aroma lingering in the air screams all man.
