because the whole day was shot at that point.
ChaoticConcertina:Everyone is upset,
I have to leave a message for his doctor that we had another incident,
and my sister is posting photos on social media
of their lunch like everything is fine.
The hardest part of being the eldest that no one tells you about
Is that eventually you wind up beingeveryone’sparent.
Which makes you an orphan.
And I’m just so fucking tired.
. . . And I know that means nothing to an only child brat??
My daughter will be here soon,
so at least I have that to look forward to.
You’re going to want to be careful with your Pink Princess
in that south-facing window.
I’d maybe rethink that.
She’s looking for something bright, sunny, and indirect.
If she needs a little pick me up every once in a while,
she can visit her southie friends.
I can’t wait to see how beautiful they all look
once you have them all together.
Like a flamingo threw up all over the room, probably.
It’s going to be glorious.
PinksPosies&Pearls:As someone very empathetic and wise told me once,
you don’t ever have to apologize for venting here.
I’m so sorry that you’re dealing with so much alone.
This is usually the point where I would play my dead mom card,
but I didn’t have to watch her decline.
I miss her every day, but the person I miss is make-believe.
I miss the mom I’ve created in my head,
I miss the person in the photos I have.
