How did he not know? Did he know me at all?!
PinksPosies&Pearls:It’s for the best though.
I made a decision not to bring anything with me
that doesn’t bring joy into my life
I am leaving adepressingamount of stuff behind.
That relationship was part of the pile. And that’s sad too.
I’m so excited to have a fresh start
and to follow this ridiculous, irresponsible dream
PinksPosies&Pearls:But I’m sad for myself.
I’m sad for the person I’ve been.
She hasn’t been very happy,
and I don’t think I realized that until now.
The worst part is the little voice in my head. W
hat if I screw everything up?
What if I think I’m leaving all these unhappy things behind,
butI’mthe reason they’re like that in the first place?
I’m not going to get another do over.
Just feeling very sorry for myself today, for absolutely no reason.
Do you self-sabotage with a little voice
or are you like, emotionally well-regulated??
If you tell me you can’t relate
because you’re well organized and never talk to yourself
and you’re like, madly in love and deliriously happy & always take your vitamins
I’m probably just going to eat a wheel of cheese for dinner??
ChaoticConcertina:Hold on
I can’t hear you over the sound of triumphantly cracking my knuckles
I’m going to relate to this so hard
you need to be prepared to be embarrassed for me.
I already told you I’m like my family’s all-terrain vehicle.
My sister is the cute little coupe
